A DAY OF MY LIFE

Like everyday one day I wake up early in the morning, 
Smile at the rising sunrays
some little birds were sitting on my window step, 
& started to sing a beautiful song in their language

It was the starting phase of my day

I wanna make my day more beautiful with beautiful thoughts.

That’s why I take water first feels the water tastes like sweet

Then jumped in the water & wanna to stay drunk all the time
then I took some food & started my writing according to my mood

I saw the sky, it was sunny day

Some thoughts came across in my mind then my pen start writing

I wanna  sing my heart out to the wide open spaces
I wanna sing my heart out to the infinite sea
I wanna sing my vision to the sky-high mountains
I wanna sing my song to the free.
I wanna bathe with in the deep blue sea
I wanna stay happy like this forever

Then suddenly some thoughts came across in my mind

Then I stop writing for some time

The Bitter sweet Memories

Which I wanna say to Good-bye.

I'm so afraid to love someone, but more afraid to lose
once there was a darkness , deep & endless night
someone gave me everything he had

Yeah he gave me light
& I will remember that

However everything was fake

I've been trying to get down to the heart of the matter
however my hearts gets weak
&

My thoughts seem to scatter
it’s difficult to forgive but I have to

Even if he don't love me anymore.

But I can do one thing

Forgive & forget that matter for forever
If I’ll live I would only be in my way 
If my future's looking dark
I the ones who have to shine
If there's no one to control me
I the ones who draw the line
Though I know that time has wings
I the ones who have to fly alone 
then my eyes fall on the endless sky

It was covered by black cloud at the evening

Then one thing comes across in my mind

Our life is like this nature

Sometimes it’s sunny & sometimes it’s cloudy

& it inspired me to look at life from both sides now
from up and down

&

Still somehow life is full of illusions
I really don't know life at all.

Some thoughts still make me worry

Is this the real life
No escape from reality
Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
I feel I m Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me

Some thoughts further delight me

Whenever I think my about my mother & father

Which give me hope to live further?

Which show me light in my dark mind?

I have to open my eyes

Look up to the sky
I'm just a simple girl

&

I need no sympathy
because I'm easy come, easy go

Little high, little low
anyway the struggle doesn't really matter to me
&

I have to show the world

That I also could do anything better

Then people gonna treat me better
I am gonna find, yes I’ll

My day came to end

&

I promised to myself

My thought & my principle will never be changed

I may be simple & not soft

I may be poor but hunger of money not

I may be helpless but I can help anyone who wants

I may be in pain but I never give other the feel what I got

I’ll be kind, soft, helpful which is my principle

Which I have to keep till my last

Then I slept with this thought