MY LIFE & MY JOURNEY

Ups and downs are the part of life. There are different phases of life, some very colorful, cheer able and full of laugh while others painful, full of sorrows and excruciating. The creator has put all of us in a little test that how they behave in the both extremes. In my opinion the key to go through these phases with ultimate courageousness and bravery is not to lose “Hope”. Sometimes I found myself very uncomfortable and stressed out in a difficult phase of my life. The Darkness inside my heart making me hopeless just because I am not able to answer the big question. What is the purpose of my creation? Why I born?  I am thirst for finding the reply, I could do anything.  The dilemma goes into worst provision when I find a lunar eclipse one night and start going into more depression. “Moon is such a beauty but this can happen to moon, it can lose all its grace” what I think. No one can associate beauty with moon by looking at lunar eclipse. Does that happen to everyone or I am exceptional?

I am not aggravated, frustrated, I hurt due to I AM A GIRL & IN THIS MALE DOMINATING SOCIETY IT’S SO DIFFICULT TO RISE YOURSELF, IF YOU DON’T GET ANY SUITABLE FIELD...EVERYONE LISTEN UR DREAM OR VOICE BUT NO ONE TRULY SUPPORT YOU, NO ONE MEANS NO ONE…SOMETIMES I FEEL WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME, AS I AM A GIRL THAT’S MY PROBLEM… What is it that I am missing deep down inside???

I never fear as I am girl & I love to take challenge but it’s really very painful when you dream & you find no helping hand… LASTLY YOU REALIZE YOU ARE TOTALLY ALONE IN THIS WHOLE WORLD , NO ONE IS YOURS…No Friends  &  No one  … YOU CAME THIS WORLD ALONE & LEAVE ALSO… but sometimes some emotions push you back , I wanna detach all the emotion , I wanna be like a river… if no one care for my emotions & dream , why should I ???  

If they think I AM A GIRL & I CAN’T DO ANYTHING, THEN I WANNA SAY ONE THING … this is not my mistake if I am a girl, this is not my mistake if I have a dream… this is the mistake of my LORD who send me to this earth & who show me the path…SO WHY  PEOPLE BLAME ME, WHY  PEOPLE PULL MY LEG …WHY  PEOPLE WANNA TO DEPRESS ME…??? 

ASK THIS QUESTION TO MY LORD ,WHY HE HAS MADE ME LIKE THIS … HE CAN GIVE YOU ALL THE ANSWERS , I AM JUST FOLLOWING HIS ORDERS , HE IS MY PATH SHOWER…  HE HAS TOLD ME NOT TO FEAR ANYTHING,  AS HE IS WITH ME & I AM SO DETERMINISTIC GIRL …

MY PRINCIPLE IS

“DO OR DIE …I AM VERY SUBORN , I MAY BREAK BUT NEVER BEND  , I MAY DIE WITH HUNGER BUT I CAN’T BEG , I MAY  NOT SUCCESS BUT NO ONE CAN TELL ME  I DON’T TRY ANYTHING" ~IT'S ME & I PROUD TO BE MYSELF~…
I DON'T  LISTEN OTHERS , AS I KNOW I HAVE GOT ONE CHANCE & ONE LIFE TO FULFILL MY DREAM. IF I CAN’T DO ANYTHING NOW THEN WHOLE LIFE I FEEL LIKE DYING , SO IT’S  BETTER DIE BY DOING SOMETHING . BECAUSE  WHEN I'LL DIE NO ONE WILL GO WITH ME ,SO WHY I LISTEN OTHERS & FOLLOW THEM …IF I FOLLOW OTHER WORDS ONE DAY WILL COME NO ONE WILL BE WITH ME TO CRY & SUPPORT & I'LL REALIZE HOW FOOL I WAS … SO GO FOR YOUR DREAM ...MY ONE BROKEN DREAM ALWAYS  KILL  ME INSIDE , I DON’T WANNA KILL MY ANOTHER DREAM… I SUFFER A LOT, NOW I AM THAT MUCH STRONG ENOUGH TO TOLERATE ANY KIND OF DIFFICULT SITUATION TO FULFILL MY DREAM...MY GOD IS WITH ME, SO I DON’T FEAR”

MY BELIEVES    

1) Attitude

‘Attitude is a little thing which makes a big difference.’ On our journey to success. Which will test our resolve, and it will be our attitude of optimism that will enable us to overcome all setbacks and failures that may befall us. 

2) Belief

Possessing belief in our own ability to do something is absolutely vital, because without the ‘I can do’ attitude, it undermines any goal that we set for ourselves. If you set a goal for yourself but don’t believe you can achieve it, and then guess what - you will fall short and fail abysmally. You must believe in yourself otherwise you’re destined to fail. First listen your inner voice ….

3) Courage

When we set out on our journey to achieve our goal, those close to us may not be as supportive as we’d like, and may try to dissuade us from our ‘foolish’ endeavors. This is when courage is called upon to take that most difficult of steps - the very first step on that journey towards achieving your goal. There will also be other occasions when your courage will help you to overcome the paralyzing emotion of the fear of failure, which will attempt to hold you back in the pursuit of your goal. So be brave when faced with adversity in your quest for success… always believe you have got only one life to fulfill your dream …go & follow it. 

4) Determination

During times when we’re challenged with difficulty, failure or what appear to be insurmountable odds stacked up against us, we need that character of determination to allow us to persevere, and to prevail over such hardships. True grit and iron-will determination will enable us to tough out the toughest and most hellish of times that we might face on our journey to success. Be deterministic; prepare yourselves for all sorts of odds …  

5) Effort

There is a saying, ‘Nothing without work.’ and like most things in life, everything has to be worked for, and that usually involves sacrificing a lot of time and effort to achieve what we want. Whatever we set out to do, we should always ensure that we’ve given our best effort and by doing so, if we do fall short, then we’ve no reason to berate ourselves, as we can offer no more than our best effort. 

6) Failure

Failure and success go hand in hand and as much as we don’t enjoy failing, we have to accept that certain things will go wrong. When this does happen, we must adopt the mind-set that a failure is an opportunity to learn from our mistakes, so that we can get it right next time, and be a step closer to our goal. If we want success, we must accept failure as a small price to pay; and also not see failure as our enemy, there only to impede us, but as a hand guiding us on our journey to success. 

7) Goals

To achieve success it must start with us knowing what we want. We therefore must set goals, so that we know what we’re aiming at, and in which direction to go. Without the knowledge of what our target is, and where it is - we’re aimless like a blind-folded archer not knowing where his target is. Setting our goal focuses our mind and body on what we want and tells us where we need to go to get it. 

8) Imagination

We all possess an imagination. It’s our inherent creativity which can inspire us, to not only change our own lives, but to also change the lives of many others, and make a difference to the world around us.we can dare to choose, to release our imagination, to impact and influence our environment with positive effect. Inspiration is that magical momentary thought from our imagination, which can make all things which seem impossible, possible. 

9) Joy

Joy is what we should be experiencing as we journey towards success and not restricted to our destination. It’s a tall order to be happy and enjoy the ride throughout our whole journey, but we must try. Passion, desire and a deep love of what we do is needed to fuel our hearts to motivate and urge us on towards our goal. We must discover our own passions and then use them to power us forwards to our success. 

So this is my inner voice , I never fear for DIE , as I know one day I'll die

but I FEAR IF I WILL DIE WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING…I CAME THIS

WORLD WITH LOTS OF DREAMS & HOPES…I DON’T WANNA KILL THEM FOR ONE DRAWBACK  "AS I AM A GIRL , I WANNA PROVE IT WRONG…IN THIS WORLD NO ONE IS YOUR WELL WISER , AS NOW THE WORLD IS FULL OF COMPETITION  ,NO PLACE FOR HUMANITY ... SO NO ONE IS YOURS …PARENTS SUPPORT YOU BUT THEY DON’T WANNA LOSE YOU… WHAT I HAVE SEEN EVERY PARENTS LOVE TO SEE THEIR CHILD LIVE A PEACEFUL & SUCCESSFUL LIFE IN THEIR WHOLE LIFE...

MOST OF THE TIME I HAVE SEEN EVERYONE SEE A GIRL OR WOMEN IN A VERY DIFFERENT WAY LIKE "THEY HAVE NO BRAIN OR THEY CAN’T DO ANYTHING"…LIKE THAT …BUT SOME WOMEN PROVE IT WRONG…LIKE IN INDIAN HISTORY “KIRAN BEDI MAM …1ST LADY IPS OFFICER. SHE WAS A VERY STRONG LADY IN HER TIME…SHE GOT A VERY GOOD PLATFORM TO SHOW HER STRENGTH… LIKE THAT OUR LATE  PRIME MINISTER  INDIRA GANDHI , SHE WAS VERY STRONG LADY .... JHANSI RANI LAXMI BAI WAS THE GREAT HEROINE OF THE FIRST WAR  OF INDIAN FREEDOM ” BUT THEY GOT A PLATFORM THAT’S WHY THEY CAN SHOW THEIR TALENT ,BUT IF YOUR WINGS CUT BEFORE YOU  FLY THEN WHAT YOU CAN DO … THESE ARE REAL CASES HAPPEN WITH MANY GIRLS THEY WANNA DO SOMETHING & BECAME SOMETHING…WHICH I DON’T WANNA SUFFER…I WANNA PROVE , I DON’T  CARE  IF I AM A GIRL , I DON’T CARE IF I DON’T GET ANY SUPPORT , I DON’T CARE IF I HAVE NO WELL WISER …I HAVE A DREAM MEANS I HAVE TO FULFILL & I DON’T FEEL ANY WRONG WITH IT… I AM THAT MUCH STRONG ENOUGH TO FIGHT FOR MY DREAM & TAKE RISK IN MY LIFE …AS MY GOD IS WITH ME & I BELIEVE ON HIM…SO NOW I STOP WORRYING ABOUT ANYTHING AS NOW I REALIZE MY LIFE IS NOT THAT MUCH EASY ,SO WHY DO I CRY…IT’S BETTER  TO PREPARE MYSELF FROM NOW …WHEN EVER I READ THE AUTO BIOGRAPHY OF ANY GREAT PERSONALITY , IT INDIRECTLY MOTIVATES ME, WHICH ALWAYS PUSH ME TO MOVE FORWARD WITH OUT WORRYING & KEEP SMILING IN MY FACE… :)))))))

“I ALWAYS BELIEVE SERVICE TO MANKIND IS SERVICE TO GOD , IF I LIVE FOR OTHERS THEN MY LORD GIVE ME LIFE TO FIGHT FOR THEM “

***!!! OPEN THE DOOR OF UR HEART...SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WAITING FOR U , SOME PEOPLE NEED U , SOME PEOPLE WAITING FOR UR LOVE ,SOME PEOPLE WAITING FOR UR CARE & SOME PEOPLE WAITING FOR UR HELP... SO BEGIN UR NEW MONTH WID LOTS OF HOPE & DREAM & ALWAYS LUK FORWARD TO DO SOMETHING NEW ...WHICH WILL BE HELPFUL FOR MANKIND...EVERY YEAR , EVERY MONTH & EVERY DAY  IS UR NEW BEGINNING THAT'S WHY THANKS GOD FOR A NEW LIFE & NEW DAY !!! ***