BEING CRAZY IS GOOD

What you believe, being crazy is good : P but I believe it’s cool. :D

I smile when people call me crazy girl, crazy dreams. It’s true sometimes I also believe their words. Yeah it’s true, when everyone says it’s impossible I say it’s possible. I never worry for any problems as I don’t wanna waste my time there. Instead of wasting of time I always think for solution. Sometimes people call me I am dynamic or I am flexible it’s true. as according to time& situation ,I wanna set my situation, I love to study human mind, as from this we can learn many things. How to deal with different people, but yes I never wanna use it in wrong purpose.  I wanna learn as I suffer a lot. I am not saying  I am too good in study, sorry! I am not. Yeah, I had a dream to see myself as a researcher /doctor, but sometimes your bad luck or whatever you can say. Neither you can say every problem nor can you tolerate. Sometimes behind of my failure many reasons were there, still I believe no one wanna see excuses everyone wanna see result. It does n’t means how you get whether your luck favor or whether you cheat or you get it by your own talent & labor . Nobody will see, everyone will see your final performance. 

MY PAPA ALWAYS TELL ME ONE THING “THIS LIFE IS LIKE A THEATER WHERE WE  HAVE TO PLAY DIFFERENT ROLES , SOME PEOPLE LIVE  WITH PAIN WHERE AS SOME PEOPLE DON'T KNOW THE MEANING OF PAIN , BUT IT CAN BE INTERCHANGE THROUGH YOUR WORK .HERE WE ACT AS BOTH "ACTOR AS WELL AS AUDIENCE" BUT IT SITUATION DEPENDENCE . AUDIENCE DON'T WANNA SEE HOW MUCH YOU PREPARE FOR THE DRAMA , EVERYONE WANNA SEE YOUR PERFORMANCE IN STAGE. IF YOU SUFFER FROM FEVER ,STILL IT DOES N’T MATTER TO AUDIENCE , HERE YOU HAVE TO HIDE YOUR TEAR & YOU HAVE TO PLAY YOUR ROLE PERFECTLY, THEN ONLY YOU CAN WIN YOUR LIFE”

What I also believe , as many times I  fall but no one ask me the reason of  failure in my life , everyone busy in blaming me . There was one point when my parents also lose their hope from me, even if I also lose hope for the best & stop believing in good & myself . 

Sorry friends! Do n’t take my problems  as love matters <always> 
((( As now i too irritate to give one answer to all. yeah ! I understand it, in  this age LOVE FEVER spread like  virus. sorry to say , I had taken antibiotic , so it's difficult to affects me & i am not that much fool :P :D  , so please stop saying anything related to love matters , i had not involved in any love matters ,  huh...So plz don't relate my sad  struggling story with any love story, you people may get fun but it's totally irritate me a lot. as i too hate any false news about me, but yes! when i'll involve in any love matters i'll spread to whole world , so don't worry for that .  :P :D ;) )))
 The main sorrow was & is my dream; there was no love life, yeah! Sometimes I become upset due to fighting with my friends. But that's short term not long term pain & i believe in student life it's common . MY LONG TERM PAIN IS MY OWN DREAM. Which sometimes give me pain inside, still I never lose hope to reach at that point which I always wish for. I don’t wanna to shout before everyone & I talk very less , that’s why whenever I speak I speak very speed . It’s my general talking style. But I know I have to change. I write for myself, I write to calm my heart. I never fear for doing something? I fear for doing nothing in my life. I am not that type of girl who please with her close educational system & always busy in that. Sorry, I am not.  My dream is different that’s why my parents also sometimes irritate on me, as I never listen them on study matter.  Means I love to research what ever I learn, but sometimes it hampers my study. As I always love to create many ideas. 

YEAH, I ALSO FEEL SO FUNNY. "WHEN I CREATE ANY NEW IDEA & I WANNA SHARE WITH EVERYONE & FOR A WHILE I FEEL PROUD ON MYSELF , IT BECOMES SO FUNNY WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME HOW TO IMPLEMENT IT MY  MOUTH BECOME STOP & I LEAVE THAT PLACE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE IN SHAME & CONFUSE WHAT TO ANSWER" . AS I DON’T KNOW HOW TO IMPLEMENT MY IDEA, YEAH, I HAVE KNOWLEDGE ON MY PROJECT BUT THAT'S TOO LITTLE TO IMPLEMENT IT INTO REALITY .  WHEN EVER I SEE ANY PROBLEM I TAKE IT SERIOUSLY I ALWAYS BUSY IN HOW TO SOLVE A PROBLEM IN DIFFERENT WAY. I BELIEVE IN SCIENCE & I LOVE TO IMPLEMENT MY IDEAS THERE. AS MOST OF TIME I ALSO SCOLDED BY OTHERS LIKE “CRAZY IDEA OR CRAZY GIRL… IMPOSSIBLE DREAM”. 

That's why ,I wanna more knowledgeable as I wanna make it into reality. I know it’s possible, if earth was created, if we are created through evolution then why n't my idea can  implemented. I know it’s not too hard to do anything, but you have to analyze everything & for that master mind is needed. I believe in this world we still hunger of technology, we have to improve more … 

 I love to generate new Idea …this is my new one :-

ON COMPUTER “WHEN A HACKER TRY TO HACK YOUR OPERATING  SYSTEM OR NETWORK  , IT WILL GIVE YOU IMMEDIATE INFORMATION  OR GIVE A SIGNAL ABOUT THAT  OR  WHEN A GREAT  HACKER  WANNA TO HACK YOUR SYSTEM THEIR SYSTEM WILL HACK  MEANS IT WILL WORK AS REVERSE …”

So I don’t know how to implement it still some idea comes in my mind, I too love to research on a particular thing. But sometimes I feel GOD has not given me that much brain to work it out or my bad luck  loves me a lot . Some people believe LUCK doesn't depends on your work, but I believe   LUCK+ TALENT is requiring for success. As I learn from my different incident in my life. What I never expect that happen, when I expect that never happen, that’s why I always think for worst & prepare for that also. I don’t know whether my dream fulfilled or not … still I will try my best to achieve something. I have written my all CRAZY IDEA ON A DIARY, which remind me to fulfill it. That’s why I wanna knowledgeable, I know I may be knowledgeable on one topic, but there I can get help to fulfill my dream. It does n’t matter who give the idea, I’ll always feel pleasure when I see my dream fulfilled & it helpful for mankind. I wanna help the mankind. That’s why I never worry for my sacrifice. It’s not today’s thing, most of the time many people take my credit, I never worry when it helps someone. I feel pleasure from that… my mentality is to help …HOPE MY GOD HELP ME ON THAT, AS MOST OF THE TIME PEOPLE LAUGH AT ME & TAKE ME AS A I AM A DRAMA QUEEN & SOME PEOPLE THINK I LOVE TO TELL LIE & I LOVE TO ATTRACT PEOPLE . But sorry!  May you people take it like this , even if  sometimes my parents also think same. yeah! they have believe on me , still they don’t know how it is possible & how I can do it & they fear  if this time my dream will not fulfill I’ll break . They love me a lot & they don’t wanna see me in worry that’s why they always tell me “don’t dream so high ,which will be difficult for you, We know you can do it. You are very strong minded, still we don’t wanna see you in tension every time". As for this a good institution is needed as well as good supporters. Who can help you in this matter? “I also believe WE CAN’T DO EVERYTHING BY OURSELVES BUT IN UNITY WE CAN DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT. THAT’S WHY NOW I GIVE MORE IMPORTANCE IN UNITY. THAT ALSO SYMBIOTIC RELATIONSHIP.

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I BELIEVE IT'S BETTER TO BE ASK SOME STUPID QUESTIONS & DO CRAZY WORK FOR SOME TIME

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IT'S BETTER TO  STAY UP LATE FOR SOMETIMES

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IT'S BETTER TO BE SILENT & WATCH OTHERS  FOR SOMETIMES