I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM

I don’t know who I am

What's wrong with me

Even if i never hurt any one

I  always get hurt more & more

However i always want to prove myself

still every time i face problem

I can’t understand

I can't change myself what other's want

I want to be how i am 

I can't give up my dream

What ever the situation may be

The way i follow  what my heart says to me

I never ever wants to cheat anyone

Neither i want to lie in public

Nor I want to show up as if i know everything

I love & care for the thing 
what  my god has given to me

Still everyone hurts me badly

Sometimes I show my little bit temper

still i manage it by telling sorry

I never cry for rude words

i cry for why people become my enemy

without harming them

sometimes i want god should listen my voice

shows me path to overcome from this tear & fear

Many times in my dream i see something

which  gives me hope for next day

i feel may GOD indirectly helps me

As i am true & honest for him 

sometimes i want  to be an angle

Spread love ever where 

I learn many things from my life

I learn how to smile 

I learn how to make others smile

I learn how to tell sorry

I learn make others life beautiful

I learn to honest & true to others

I say what comes in my mind

Just wait

I just realize something is wrong with me

I don’t know who I am

And who really I want to be