DOES TRUE LOVE EXIST ??? (A KIND OF TRUE LOVE STORY)

(I ALWAYS LIKE TO WRITE ANY KIND OF STORY – IT MAY BE LOVE,INSPIRATIONAL ,FAMILY OR ANY KIND.I WRITE THIS STORY IT DOESN’T MEANS I M WRITING FOR SOME-ONE ELSE , NOT LIKE THAT  MY POEMS / STORIES ARE NOT TO GIVE MESSAGE TO ANY ONE.I LOVE  TO WRITE VARIOUS KINDS , SO I WRITE. NEITHER I HAD ANY BOYFRIEND NOR I HAVE, SO THIS IS NOT MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE ALSO, IT JUST IMAGINARY. WHAT COME IN MY MIND I JUST WRITE IT DOWN?  MY ALL POEMS & STORIES ARE PURELY IMAGINARY NOT RELATED WITH ANYONE.HOPE YOU ALL LIKE MY STORY & SUPPORT ME  .THIS TIME I HAVE ENTERED MY POEM ALSO, SUGGEST ME MY FRIENDS HOW TO IMPROVE MY WRITING STLYE) J

                                                                            Many times people compare their story with any famous love story, but they don’t realize god has already written a beautiful story for them, after they come this world. You never know your story might be the best one than any famous love story / any story .love your life how/what ever it is, because you never know it may be more beautiful then you think. God love all his children but some get more pain where some gets less, why???  I also don’t know, many times I also ask this question to God “if all is your children then why there is partiality”. May be god knows better as he control the whole world.

                                                                                     All love stories are not beautiful Cinderella story / not Lela & majnu / not titanic true love story. Some also very painful & some also very cheerful. So do you believe TRUE LOVE EXIST? Do you have any idea, sorry I Have no idea .some take” LOVE is very painful”, some take it as “GOD”, and it is different from person to person. How they suffer/ feel. J 

                                                                               But if you see the general case love is always beautiful, it is some kind of beautiful feelings, which you never explain to any one, only can feel. But once you lose this love ask that person what that person feels, he /she may be not explaining you, but you can see the pain in his/her eyes. If u scolds a person 1000 times /beat a person 100 times it is not more painful then breaks someone’s heart.”TRUELOVE is not like a butterfly that flies one flower to another flower, it just like a river whose only aim is to fall on one sea.” J

                                                                                                         However now I am going to write a story about a girl who was searching for TRUE LOVE in her whole life, but….read the story you can understand J  . It is a painful love story of a girlL, who always thinks there is no TRUE LOVE exists, however at the end of her life her found when no time left in her hand. This is purely imaginary story, hope you all like it. J

                                                                                                      A girl named  JASICA  who  belongs  to a very  rich family , his father was a business man , they were staying at DELHI , she loved to read , her dream was to become a SCIENTIST , to give something to this world , she loved  to communicate with each people. However she always stayed  alone because her mother was died when she was at 10 years , her step mother was not so good ,who always torture  her , still she tolerate everything because she loved her  father very much . She always wanted to stay with her father & she always takes care of her father. JASICA’s father also loved her too much. Not only her father & her college teacher s but also many outsiders liked her because of her nature & behavior. She loved all, but in return she didn’t get how much she deserves. L

                                                                                                      She completed her study in INDIA, for higher education she went to HARVARD UNIVERSITY. A new life begin there .At first There she felt alone because that place was new for her, new environment. Her one problem was she talks very less; she didn’t like to show up more. Slowly she got friends, they were also very co operative. She got a friend from INDIA also, whose name was RAJ, who was very handsome, intelligent & talented also. She talked with him as he was also from INDIA & he was also very co operative & helpful. They became friends  , slowly according to time she close to him, means she fall in love, he was the first person in her life with whom she shared  her everything , whom she believed  too much , her life passed very smoothly , the first love in her life & the feelings whom she couldn’t explain to others. Her best friend was her one diary which was gifted by her father, where she wrote everything. They both spend together most of the time, one day she thought she would tell what she thought about him but she waited for right time because she wanted to read the mind of RAJ, as till now he had not told anything about this matter. Another side RAJ also behaved like that means he was show up that “he loves her so much & he also care for her which no one can do, he is the best  for her “.That was the first time JASICA made friendship with any boy, before that she too hate any love story. So she never talks with any boy, but after coming to HARVARD she felt a friend is necessary for share & care. So her first purpose was to make friendship however she was never known she would fall in love. She always thanks god because she had got a nice friend who always care for her like her father. J J J

                                                                                May be god couldn’t see her happy ,one day she felt that RAJ hiding something from her  means some deep secret  which made her worried  because she couldn’t saw him in this condition  she asked him many times but he always ignore her , slowly she felt RAJ start to ignore her , which hurt her much  still she control ,she felt that may be something bad happening with his life which he couldn’t tell to anyone  or maybe he was tensed for his coming exam as he was the very good student . Many thoughts came in her mind, still she couldn’t ask anything.  L

                                                                                                Two months passed, exam was over, and all went their home town for a small vacation. Before going to his home RAJ neither inform her nor he told her goodbye also .JASICA came her home, everyday she missed him, she decided she would tell this thing to her father, still she wanted RAJ’s response for marriage propose .Vacation over all students came to the college, first day of the college she waited for RAJ to come & sit beside her. At that day RAJ came late & sat in another table, she could not understand “he is his RAJ whom she loves very much”. She felt RAJ change a lot; he didn’t love her like before. So she decided to talk with him & know the reason behind it. Finally she got to know that “RAJ already married a girl whom he loved before, but after their break up they decided they will not meet with each other, but when RAJ came to HARVARD she realized her mistakes & decided to live together”. After listening this she couldn’t believe her ear, she was just a abacked , is it true?? L

I  am sitting under the moon light
Wondering as you are sitting beside me…!!!
I love you more than all the stars in the sky..!

Your foggy image is appearing before me…
I am requesting you to come under the clear sky...!

I am waiting for you…
to come and sit besides me…!

My God is waiting for you…
to bless you…!

My Prayer is waiting for you…
to join me…!

My Dreams are waiting for you…
to dream of you…

My Trust is waiting for you…
to have faith in me…!

My Lips are waiting for you…
to share with u…!

My Victory is waiting for you…
for the celebration…!

My Legs are waiting for you…
to walk along…!

i know u will come

to understand me

&

my soul

&

my situation

&

to hold my hand

&

Will say only one word that is you are mine

&

I m only yours L

                                                                                                 Many questions roaming in her mind, still she controlled her & decided to leave him forever. As she didn’t want to give pain to herself & she didn’t want to go further in his life, as he already married some one. This hurt her more ‘Becoz when the heart breaks no sound will be there but pain will feel by you??? Which hurt you each & every moment’ another side her father was suffering from brain tumor, which she didn’t know, Becoz she loved her father so much  so her papa knowingly decided not to inform her. Because it may be harm her study. But when his condition was serious, at last her family told her about this, but at that time her papa was in last stage, means no doctor could save him. So before his death his father had only one aims “how she becomes a scientist”. She also promised him, which was also her aim. Her papa died & she became fully alone. She decided to live alone where no love would be there only her father’s aim what she had promised to him.  L

                                                                                                               Many seasons passed in her life .she totally changed her, she lived alone & her aim was the first priority in her life. She was too depressed always, there for she always takes sleeping tablet, one day she took overdose there for she hospitalized, she admitted for 5-6 days. After coming from hospital she tried to change herself & make herself strong. In this way her life passed in a lonely way. Still she never complained to anyone even if to GOD also. She always believed that “everything happens for a good reason”. After that she concentrates on her study only. J

                                                                                          Finally she became topper of that university & fulfilled her father’s aim .still she was alone Becoz once she cheated from one, after that she couldn’t believe to anyone easily. So she judged to everyone before making any friendship .but every time she concluded that “true love /true friendship doesn’t exist”

                                                                                        Her life passed according to time. 2o years passed now she is 35 years old. At that time she became very famous because of her work. In another side RAJ realized his mistakes & the lies what he told before her. Now he became a great looser, many things came across in his mind, all loveable moment spend with JASICA & his lie hurt him most of the time. “When he came HARVARD he became alone, he needed a girl friend to spend time so he flirt with her, when his study completed he decided to break it, so he leave her & told her a false story. But he didn’t know JASICA was not like other girls “

                                                                                     But after his break up he married a girl whom he loved before. But he didn’t know that that girl was so cheater. That girl married him due to his money as his father was a great businessman, but after his father’s death, his whole business was down at last they became very poor & at that time his wife leaves him. As he became poor. After that he realized the meaning of cheat & loneliness. “Because now he is totally alone no one was there to take care him”. So he decided to tell sorry to JASICA & live with her till his death.

                                                                                   Here JASICA’s life was going smoothly. She forgot everything means all her past & the pain she got. She became just like a stone body & nothing could hurt her further. Every Sunday she used to go sea beach & sat there.

I came to a river,
set down on the bank.

To get the peace,

What I want to get from last some days,
I try to forget the thing

But couldn’t remove it from my mind,
Many things comes in my mind.

Which upset me very soon?

I want to jump into it and give up myself,
I came up every day here
I came up twice, thrice and cried a lot

Many wrong things came across in my mind
I might've sunk and died.
However now my mind is changed,

I'm still here living',
I guess I will live on.
Some thing delight me,

&

Give me praise to further live

How I forget

How my father show me the way of living.

How I tried for survive,

I can’t forget the reason

Why GOD send me to this world,

I will survive & show the world

What I can give

                                                                                                        One Sunday she sat that particular place where she always sat, a boy came to her & called her nick name “twinkil”.she astonished & couldn’t understand how that person knew her nick name & did she know him??? Many things came across in her mind. That emigrant just smile & said that “I am your childhood friend remind the cases happened in childhood days”. She tried but failed & she couldn’t remind his face. At last he told his name “KRISS”. Whom she didn’t like because he proposed her & she too hate love at that time.therefor they always quarrel with each other. After listening this she smiled & said “now life is so changed”. after that they talked with each other  for a long time, finally she came to know that he also did not  marry to any one  as he loved her truly & waited only for her, for her only he came USA & finally he could found her. After talking with each other for a long time she had gone to his home where she got lots of love, after a long time she smiled heartily & after that she returned to her home.

                                                                                 Here RAJ decided to talk with her & will tell her everything & he thought she was so kind so she can forgive him.

                                                                               A new morning JASICA felt very happy after getting such a friend  who could wait for her for a long time & she felt she has got a new life, she thanked  to GOD & her believe “everything happens for a GOOD reason”. She ready for her work & at that day she was late for half an hour to reach in her work place. That day was the very great day / terrible day for her whatever you can say.

                                                                            At that day she & her co worker finally invent a medicine which can save much life but that was so poisonous a normal man couldn’t take that. But for observation one healthy live body was needed, but who wanted to give his/her life, everyone loves their life. Finally JASICA decided to observe it on her & she didn’t fear to die. She always wanted to do something for world; at last she did also .she gave her life for whole world & her great contribution no one can forget. She was a kind of girl who never knew the meaning of happy & whose life was full of sorrow.

                                                                                She died for whole world  but she was not died for KRISS who loved her so much, so he decided to marry her dead body .At last he did also because he loved her truly , not her money or status. This is called TRUE LOVE. Where you don’t aspect anything. She always waited for TRUE LOVE, but when she got she was not in this earth.

                                                                                Many years passed still KRISS always celebrate his marriage anniversary every year as she was live for him. He also felt her this day & she told him she will wait for him in the sky. J J  J

First time I laid my eyes on someone like you
I can’t forget the hour, that moment with you
Then I have realized, love is growing deep inside
I feel the beating of my heart

I wish
We belong together, always and forever
Call my name and I’ll be there for you

As my love is always true

Spending my days and nights just thinking of you

I can wait for you for a long day
And my  love will never end for you
We belong together, always and forever
Call my name and I’ll be there  for you
As my love is always true

                              

                      *THE END *

             HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY IT