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Friends now I wanna share something with you because I believe
that something should be clarify before everyone, I don’t mind your words what you tell me or what you discuss about me but
I really concern what you tell about me & why, because I always believe
tell your truth to everyone it’s the better way to stop rumors & confusions.
So I always believe to explain to all ,I believe no one can hide truth, but
rumors & bad remarks can destroy someone. So I always try to clarify your
doubts.
friends you always tell me that I love to post about child labor
& child pornography & poverty
but it’s not true ,what I am I
always behave like that, no drama or no false appearance ,no foggy statement ,
I believe a person should be true to himself /herself first.
So if you are saying my FACEBOOK POSTS & ARTICLES MAKE MY NAME & I DON’T DESERVE IT <BUT I ALWAYS BELIEVE PEN IS MIGHTIER THAN SWORD > .ok my friends I agree ,I don’t deserve any
respect & I believe I don’t need
also. I only deserve for love & that also from poor people & that’s the
only thing I want, I believe money can
give you what you want but not love & true affection. So it’s better not to
run after money ,run after love & affection. It’s a great way to remove violence.
One day will come when you really concern about love not for money or another material.
Because there is nothing bigger then LOVE. So love your work, that should be
honest .
Most of time people are saying many things about me that I am a drama queen , So there is something I have written here for them ,those who think. Sorry I am not scolding you here ,don't take it in negative sense, I only told my story which u people don’t know about me because i always believe in truth ,after reading this hope u all understand me !
MY BELIEVES & MY WORKS
<<<CHILD
LABOR only can be abolish if we take some action...i can't do anything now
becoz i know that i can talk with their parents & motivate them to send
their children to school but I can’t help them by giving them money ...what I
tell ,i did also ,whenever i go to my
village I usually told the poor families
to send their children to school , when my grand papa was there at that time
also he did & he was LANDLORD so it was easy for him to convince the people,but
no body listen me ,they told me that how we can send our children if we have no
money for eat ...how ??? I am also not earning money ,so how can I help them, I can motivate the mind of poor people but I
can't help them physically ...so 1st I will be self independent then only I can
able to help them...but u people can't say I DON'T DO ANYTHING & I ONLY SPEAK
,MY EVERY WORDS U finds some reasons behind it & at least one story ,Becoz
when I feel something terrible at that time I take some action & I am
v.stubborn ,one day one thing hurt me a lot from <ON CHILD LABOR CASE , AT THAT TIME I WAS SMALL SO I COULDN'T HELP ANYONE ,BUT IT HURT ME A LOT BECOZ I CAN'T SEE TEAR & A PERSON IN PAIN ,WHICH CHANGED MY MIND ,NOW I ALREADY GREW UP & I TOO HATE CRIME > from that day I tried my best , in
town I can't do anything more ,so I started from my village ,when ever I go there & I
have seen how my grand papa helped poor, from him I am influenced & he also
taught me a lot...no doubt I lost him ,but his words always with me in my mind
& heart .I miss him badly L ! so u
can't say I didn't take any action ,I take some action but I saw no body listen
me ,as I was small at that time ...so let me stand on my own leg ,then only I
can help anyone >>>>
In my past life I did many things but I don’t wanna share everything, there were many dreams I had seen when I was child , but when I became younger , I realize that what I want that is not small thing & how I look it’s not like that ,it’s much more difficult than I think. but after that I believe If I love my work then I have to do something ,so I choose writing & started to do my work what i dream for from this stage, which help me to reach at my destination point .i don’t wanna be rich “that is not or that was not my aim” my 1st & last aim is only & one PEACE & LOVE & STOP POVERTY & WAR. I wanna do something , which I always dream for, but I believe one person can’t do anything. It need support & encouragement .it comes when you start work ,but I believe a illiterate person can’t do anything more ,that’s why I believe to be educate , it is the only way to fulfill your dream ,I am not reading for getting money & enjoy my life ,I am reading if possible I can teach someone & share my knowledge with the poor children by making them educate because I love to teach & I enjoy it ,because I believe it is the best way to eradicate poverty ,because an educate mind knows how to get money by using his /her brain.education always doesn’t mean for getting good grade & earn too much money & forget about society , sorry I am different I believe education means learn what is in your book but it’s doesn’t mean for remembering it mean read & understand it & utilize it in your real life. if you can’t utilize in your real life then what is the meaning of your education .sometimes people say our main motto is to get best salary & it is only possible by if you do hard labor & get best grade ,because everyone need best grade ,I also thought it was right when I was child ,but when I grew up I realize that EDUCATION MEANS LEARN WHAT IS GOOD & UTILIZE IT IN YOUR REAL LIFE,I TOO LOVE TO DO EXPERIMENT BUT NOT ALL ,YEAH I AM SO MUCH CURIOUS THAT HELP ME A LOT ,I believe if you are reading for getting good marks then there is no value of your education ,if you can’t create new idea ,that’s why most of the time I listen many kind of ridiculous words ,as I too love to do experiment ,but I never care about words ,what people believe about me or say about me, I believe I should utilize it in my real life, I am not reading for getting best grade I am reading for getting some knowledge which I can freely donate without any confusion .yeah ! no doubt everyone has some turning point in their life in my life also many turning point I passed MY EDUCATION CAREER -I TOO LOVE BIOLOGY & BELIEVE AS ONE OF MY FAVORITE SUBJECT &THEN MATH & THEN CHEMISTRY ,but however I reach in engineering line & that also COMPUTER STREAM,it was purely new for me & at first I had no interest on it & then I believe it is now my life ,I have to love it.I always believe everything happens for a good reason & I never lose hope for best ,so I am trying to love my subject .but here I feel I can’t do so much experiment on it ,still I love to generate crazy ideas ,no doubt people call me crazy because my thinking is different even if my parents also get irritate sometimes because I always give my more times to thinking about something which is not in my course & I am very stubborn ,that’s why I stick to my work till it complete ,I feel enjoy from that. no doubt I could not get what was my first dream , still I believe if my 1st dream is not fulfilled , I will try my best to fulfill my main dream & for that I have to stick to my work …but I need support & ideas how to start, no doubt I can generate ideas but how can I utilize it in my work, if no one help me & 2nd thought come in my mind that I am a girl that’s why I can’t do anything alone & no one listen me. I have also not that much power to stand up & fight <as I really too fear this> ,I don’t like violence that’s why most of the time I feel to stay silent & listen what other people says , Most of the time many rumors spread about me ,I just listen them like I was dead ,because I believe no one can hide truth ,let them to do what they want ,so many times people ask me why you show up do something but how can I do anything alone ,it need support ,no doubt my parents always support me to do Nobel work & they are my great supporter but they want I should be educate first then only I can fulfill my aim,yeah I also believe them also, they are always right. in this world if I love so much & believe so much that is only my parents ,because I know they always love me a lot & always care for me. They know what is right for me .so I believe them most , my papa is my great listener ,who love to listen my crazy thoughts & sometimes support me in my stupid works ,LUV U PAPA & he also promise me he will be with me till my last breath ”If I'll n’t get any Supporter in my future life ”, he will be like my backbone in my future planning, but for that I have to give him something, that is good education, then only he can help me, because at that time I also be self independent so he surely help me. Because he believe I should be self independent so that there will be no fear to anyone. so I love my papa so much because he believe truth in my dream. yeah ! when I remember one day when couldn’t fulfill my dream, I know it hurt him a lot may be more than me because he has so much believe on me but I fail to fulfill his dream ,still he never lose hope ,he believe that one day I will be a person I always dream for, at my early life he wanna to see me as a very talented student with a best grade & fulfill his dream what he always dream for , but when time pass , now he realize & want to see me as a good person having humanity , not a successful person. he always tell me “do what you think right & I have believe on you, you think deeply” his words encourage me a lot, I believe my papa is my great supporter & his encouragement help me a lot to be a person I dream for, thanks a lot papa & my mama also <my mama is little bit impatient when ever she saw me in worry ,I love you , you are really very sweet >. So what I dream I will do but I need support & I wanna be self independent then only I can do, because money is needed for doing anything, at least for fulfillment your basic needed & I only need that much. but if I wanna help someone ,I need money for help others, that’s why I wanna read , I wanna every child should educate but where they will get money ,if I have money then only I can help them, if I have not then how can I help them ??? I DON’T LIKE TO DEPENDENT ON OTHERS FOR MONEY EVEN IF FROM MY PARENTS <no doubt I love them too much may be more than me ,but my papa always tell a person should not forget his/her respect before anyone> THAT'S WHY I AM SERIOUSLY LOVE TO DO HARD WORK & WANNA BE SELF INDEPENDENT . I wanna people should listen me ,if I will be not educate then why people listen me ,I wanna peace but for that I need friends If I will not do then how can I dream for, I believe a planned work is needed ,planning not for destroying it’s for good cause. no doubt we can’t motivate everyone to do something for society but we can do something ,so let’s begins from now ,so it’s my kindly request start your work from your locality ,believe that we all are brothers & sisters .no difference . so read my story if you think that I am doing for myself then it’s wrong ,I wanna do but I believe nothing is easy ,but if u try then u hope for the best. It needs time & support .hope u all understands me. LOVE YOU ALL