MY JOURNEY & DREAM

It’s time to say ! “yes”

I can do it

I can dream for it

I’ll try for it

Lots of noise at outside

& 

I couldn't bear all

Oh  !

It’s the fact which I share here

People love to pull your leg

People love to break you inside

People love to spread bad rumors

Still never give up

I lose many things because of this noise

I gave up many things because of these bad rumors

I also gave up my dream due to some negative suggestions

I learn many things than you imagine

As I cried a lot silently & feel better to stay alone

As everything you can’t share what you bear in your actual life

I learn one thing believe in yourself

There is no one who really wants to see your success

So you know how to concentrate

I don’t know about my future

What & how I have to get

I only know i can try my best

Till now whatever I dream

I didn't get

Which hurts me inside silently many times?

I cried a lot & suffered a lot

At last I learn something

Just move  with a smiling face

Everything gonna be ok

There is no one here to listen your inner voice

That’s why most of time I became a self motivator

Dream may break & people will speak

Still be stick with your goal
try further & believe in yourself
which is my inner voice

Because nobody knows what you suffer

As no one can realize too

As god has made something different for you

That's why I never worry for 
whatever I lose or didn’t get

No doubt sometimes there is a little hurt inside my heart

Where was my fault

I labor hard & tired my best

Still I didn’t get

& 
the most important thing I learn form my life

If you can’t achieve anything

People will believe you like  stupid & worthless 

Behave you like your life is meaningless

Failure is such kind of taste

Which nobody knows 
how much it hurts?

Everyone speak but no one is there to help 

Nobody will believe how much you labor

But if you dream further & fight for this

Then those people will call you bitch & many more

It’s damn true

As it is my real experience

I was so negative at that situation

I fear to do anything

& also thought like as my life was worthless

No doubt for one thing I wanna thanks to my lord

As he has given me a great parents

Who is my great supporter?

Especially my papa

Who never worry for the world & what people talk?

As he knows me better

He never tell me to become a rich person,

He always teach me try to be a good person

Which sometimes give me  great pain?

It’s very easy to promise

but very hard to fulfill

Especially when it’s come to be a good person

When I entered into my real future

I understand how the life is

People are so complicated than I think

Which sometimes give me pain than you imagine?

It really hurts when people break my believes

As now I am habituated with this

Now I only believe on myself

& 
my goal is my life

I never fear for death as I know one day I’ll die

It’s the bigger & bitter true

Which no one could hide?

That’s why my heart always says no need to fear

I set up my mind & heart

It’s too much & I wanna do something

Which is my last & final decision?

Sometimes I worry for my future

As my dream & career has no connection

Still I hope for a best future

One year left to complete my engineering career 
with a good grade what i always wish for

Then!

I couldn’t decide what further step I can take for

It’s really very much confusion

My weak point is as I am girl

& it’s not easy to resist & fight

&

As I am a peace lover & I need a work for other

Still my life is wander

Where should I go & what should I do

As my career has no link with my future

I feel sometimes I choose pain for myself

Still I believe without pain there is no gain

I believe I wanna live a life according to myself

As I love freedom & a independent mind

Still I love those who really inspire me

I believe in TAT FOR TAT RULE

Not for every time

My behavior depends how you behave me

Still I try my best to behave polite & in a good manner

As the world is changing

It need some changes

We have to change according to people 
& their cruel mind

If you don’t wanna change

One day you will die as you couldn’t resist

so I choose  to be strong ,courageous ,truthful & honest  in my way

I don’t care whether people like me or not

I love my rule & this is my principle

But my behavior purely depends how the person you are

I really love those who truly deserve

I too hate fake & lie

That's why no one can try to hide anything from me

I am not so much wise 
still I know how to handle the situation

I am not a perfect person 
but I can promise anyone can believe me blindly

That much worth  I am

Now it’s really a battle field for me 

As I don’t know how to reach at my destination

Still I can promise I can try my best for it

This is a hidden voice inside me

&

I am sure my lord will surely help me

As he knows me better than other

I know one day he surely show me the path

What I deserve for