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Oh my dear
It’s your life, live
it fullest
Make every moment as
happiest
There is no tomorrow
Live life as like
there is no tomorrow
That’s why make it
worth living
Give how much you can
Give your best effort
in everywhere
One thing I learn
from my life
That’s never ever give
up
Once you give up it’s
very difficult to stand up
I remember , when I
was child from that day I was very competent
That’s why I face
many difficulties & accept many challenges
I never take myself
as a girl
I always believe as
if I can do everything
I remember when I got
math scholarship
Many people comment
me as I remembering mathematics
When I got
scholarship many people are there comment like
“How I got it “&
show fingers towards my parents
Still I never give
& I accept their challenge
& tried to
show that i am not weak
i can
do everything
Yeah ! there was a
moment where I fail to success
I fail
to achieve my main aim
Which demoralize me
& brook me into pieces
My whole eighteen
years labor went in vain
Which brook me inside
However that was
my first step to failure
After that I never
succeed seriously telling
Many times I faced injustice
From drawing
competition to essay competition
There was one break
even point
Where I decided
no ! it’s over
I can’t tolerate more
I have to raise my voice
, I have to be strong
I have to show myself
that i also can do better
I can't allow others
to suggest me not to do something
I came this world to
do everything
My greatest drawback
of my every failure was
I always care
for other emotions
Which always pull my
leg down ?
now i understand
except my parents & teachers
No one is my well
wiser
My
great mistake was i believe everyone blindly
I remember that
day
when I start writing
, people took it competition
When I start drawing
further people comments me as I do copy
which made
my mind confuse , what to do
however now i can get
my conclusion
it was their planning to
pull my leg down
However this time I
fully decided to "never ever give up"
i already set up this
thing in my mind
As in my life I
gave up many things
I understand what is
today’s life is
I am not saying don’t
care about others emotional
Still be wise &
take the decision in according to situation
This world is full of
competition
what I learnt from my
life
Everyone wanna be
success,
that’s why I wanna
say be strong & wise
See every situation
& the words of people
I love to analyze
& I learn if you analyze the words of various people
It may helps to take
the future decision
A simple word tells a
person’s mentality
Always remember, so
keep it in your mind
Life is your , that’s
why never give up
Keep your head up
& say I cann't give up
Make your life worthy
You never know what
may happen tomorrow
So live for today,
make it memorable for each day
Live a life like
other can take you as an example
Make it so worthy
living
However worthy living
comes from lots of learning
when I know I am
right,i never listen others
Even if I never do
anything wrong with anyone , never hurt anyone
i always hurt
badly
however i wanna say
one thing
I am trying for
survive & I wanna get myself identification
that's why i can't
give up
That’s why I wanna be
expert in every field
As I don’t know what
will be my next
That’s why I am
preparing myself from today
I can’t forget those
days “how I suffered a lot, how much I cried
& I found no hand
for help
& I brook down
into pieces , how only failure left in my fortune
Even if I never did
any mistake
Still i never leave
my principle
what ever i
the situation came in life
I may break , still
never choose any wrong step
What my god teach me
everyday
i wanna to give how
much i can
I always try to help
others, still sometimes you have to suffer
As this world is not
that much good enough
they don’t allow you
for success
One painful cry, one
painful moment taught me one thing & made me strong for forever
When i begged help , i found no hand at that moment
no one try to
understand me
& wanna to stand
besides me
That
day was most painful day for me
That’s’ why I wanna
thanks those people
who helped me to make me strong enough
who helped me to make me strong enough
Who show me my inner
hidden talent?
now i forget all
& forgive all
still i can't forget
those days & the lesson i learnt
As the first time I
did n’t understand how the world actually is
However now I can get
it…
It taught me a great
lesson “never ever give up”
As no one is yours
I lose many friends
when they saw me in success
I lose some friends
when I did n’t agree with their words
As I knew why they
were telling these
I knew the whole
world very complicated
everyone play
game with you to down you
That’s why i
wanna say to you
listen your inner
voice
it will never cheat
you
So that no one can
motive you in a wrong way
You can see a
person’s outer face not inner face
Now I understand what
is life actually is & how to live it
Now I give emphasize
on few good friends rather than more friends
I love to learn
different mind
So that I can’t face
problems in my future life”
That’s why I
wanna say be yourself
As you don’t know
what will be the next
So Never take my
words in negative sense
I am saying what was
happening with me
I am saying the
reason of my failures
I can’t see others
also face the same mistakes
Oh my dear
Why I am telling
these things
I am saying because I
wanna see your success
I never wanna see the
failure of anyone
But I could n’t
understand why people want my failure
Why they can’t see my
any success
As I am a girl
Or what’s problem
with me
I seriously I wanna
to know my problems
can anyone tell me
I always care for
everyone
is that the reason
people try to hurt me
Still now also
I suffer, still now also I cry
Every time I ask my
lord why these thing happens with me
Am I
exceptional???
After that I always
get one answer
This
is life ,it will first break u then make you
That’s why never
worry for any storme
It will pass
according to time & situation
But it’s upon you how
you tackle the situation
Live your life
fullest & make it worthy
By making everyone
happy
this is a great
lesson i learn from my life
I never wanna to see
other to face the same situation
that's why i wanna
share with whole world
never take it as a
negative sense
please understand
the concept & the reason of my failure
this is my aim is to
tell the whole world
why i failure
& i don't wanna
see other also face the same situation
it can be happen with
anyone
so be wise & take
the every step in well matter
it's your life
live it & show
others
that you can make it worthy
that you can make it worthy