I can’t remind when I last smile , means from 2007
to onward my life becoming very struggling (for my career , friendship
& dream issue), even I know it will be more according to time , may be
that was the starting phase of my struggling life , now I gonna enter into it .
So I am happy as i am fully prepared to
face all sorts of worst ,in my past life I was not prepared for any worst situation
but now I AM ! even my past worst life taught me many
lessons which are helping me now. But I gonna flush out my all past years &
failures. Even 2013 was also a bad year for me, I hurt from many sources like
my results & my friends etc. so I gonna flush out all as now I am entering
into a new year so I don’t wanna enter with bad memories with me even now it’s
like a common problem in my life, so I gonna detach emotional attachment from
all & wanna live like a professional life, I think it’s a best choice for me,
as I can’t give up my dream but I can give up those things which are acts as obstacles
in front of my dream. now I am a well matured girl , I know what’s good &
what’s bad , which actually appropriate for me & what’s not. Even I have
promised myself I will try my best not to hurt someone who don’t deserve ,
means I don’t wanna hurt those who loves me , so I have promised myself I’ll
concentrate my work only . I know I am honest but I can’t be 100% perfect as I know
it’s not too easy to reach at my destination , so I may not choose any wrong path
to reach at my destination even I can’t do also <MY CHOSEN PATH MATTERS A
LOT THAN MY DREAM, SO MY LIFE IS SO STRUGGLING>. But I can’t do my all work telling truth to
everyone. Seriously telling, I hate telling lie but I learnt from my past life,
some situation you have to tell lie if you wanna get success. Even I am saying,
till now I have not told any lie publicly means small lie is manageable but not
any big lie, but in future if needed I’ll do... so I can’t be 100% pure. I AM
FREE & FRANK ABOUT ME . but I’ll be honest to my job & those
people who loves me , as I never hurt those who loves me as they are very
precious for me , I always care about that. But I can’t say about
misunderstanding & my problematic life. Even I have seen I always MISS
UNDERSTOOD, I don’t know why. So I have decided I’ll concentrate on my work
only.
Some resolutions for my 2014
Some resolutions for my 2014
1) I’LL LOVE MY WORK & CAREER ”I’ll try to improve there. As I have seen
due to lack of interest in my career how much pain & failure I have got. So I don’t wanna repeat the same mistake
further”
2) I’LL NOT GO BACK TO MY PAST LIFE “ most of time I spend my time unnecessarily on my
past failures & mistakes. I gonna forgive & forget them all who hurt me
& creates problems in my life. It’s the best option for me. As I know no
longer I gonna deal with them. Even in this world no one is permanent so why we
hate others permanently, let them go from our heart & mind, it’s better to
forget & forgive them .
3)
I WILL NOT STRIKE BACK “ If someone is rude, if someone unkind. I will not respond in a
like manner. i’ll act as normal as I am ”
4)
PRAY BEFORE MY LORD GOD TO BLESS ALL: "now the world need it most , we all need peace &
love. So I gonna pray before my
lord tp bless my world & my people. As we all belongs to each other. We are
not different , we all are like a family”
5)
I WILL BE CAREFUL ABOUT
MY WORDS: “I will careful about my words , as it can make someone
even break someone , so I don’t wanna hurt others , especially those who love
me”
6)
I WILL TRY TO HELP HOW MUCH I CAN: “I will find ways to help a needy person . I know I can’t help
everyone But I can help at least one person in one year , our small act of
kindness can change someone’s life. So I’ll do how much I can”
7)
I WILL FORGIVE & FORGET:” I will try to forgive any hurts or injuries that come my way.”
8)
I WILL TREAT OTHERS THE WAY I WISH
TO BE TREATED: " I will practice the golden rule - "Do unto others as
I would have them do unto me" - with everyone I encounter."
9)
SMALL ACT OF KINDNESS : “If My smile, my words, my expression of support, can make the
difference to someone who is wrestling with life i’ll do , even I cry inside me
”
10) I WILL NURTURE MY BODY: “I will eat only healthy foods.Eat good & stay healthy. I am not saying I want a model figure but
I wanna take good food & will care for my health . I’ll Stay away from junk
foods, it harmful for me. Eat but less. I
know ,It’s quit difficult task for me as I am a FOOD LOVING GIRL :D ”
LASTLY I WANNA SAY - I WANNA BE A GOOD PERSON .