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Human are social animal, we can’t live
a life without being loved and a friendly society. We all come this world for a
limited period but within these period we hope to do lots of things, do you
think what you expect or wish every time you get that - may or may not, still
we keep trying to get that and that’s called as survival of the fittest, we all
try to fit with this world to get the things done or to get what we want.
What we all want in our life, it vary
from person to person. If you judge everyone, you will find everyone struggle
to get something they always wish or dream. Even I have also a dream but day by
day I feel like it fed away from my heart due to continuous failure or lack of self-motivation,
I am a self-motivator as I don’t have anyone who will support me or motivate me
to do something or help me to get something but for this I never complain
before my lord as I know I born with this life so I have to live by hook or by crook.
if anyone go to my past days they can clearly visualize everything – I was a
great dreamer, one by one my dreams burst like water babble – first I dream for
medical but didn’t instead of getting medical I got engineering, in engineering
I tried for gate but got MBA so like this one after one my real dreams are
transformed into another but it doesn’t mean I give up – I still struggling
hard to get what I want to achieve, that’ll call as my success. My success
definition is different – I believe success is getting something what makes you
feel great and huge self-satisficed.so I want something which will make me feel
happy inside.
So now my present life based on
3 basic needs, my needs as per priority basis-
(Needs are compulsory but wants and desire are
not.)
CAREER GOAL
LOVE
SUCCESS
CAREER GOAL
Career is what, where you wants to see
yourself in future. It can anything, no career is small or big, it depends how
dedicated you are in that.
Never allow others to take decisions on your
career, you know where your strength is hide within .In my past life, I have
seen people most of time misguide you so be aware of others opinion.
If you are misguided, don’t blame them blame
yourself as you are not fit for survive in this complicated world. I am talking
about me I was misguide many times but it doesn’t mean I was misguide myself
because of them. People knowingly hurt you if you don’t listen them, better
live your life but never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a
victim. Accept no one’s definition of your life; define yourself. -Harvey Feuerstein”
So don’t be the football of others opinion, opinion
changes as per time so don’t stick with that. Wise! Forgive,fool! Stick with
the past rules!
“When people hurt you over and over, think of them like sandpaper.
They may scratch and hurt you a bit, but in the end, you end up polished and
they end up useless. – Chris Colder”
So when people hurt you, let them as sometimes it
acts as blessings J
So
“It’s not about how hard you can hit; it’s about how hard
you can get hit and keep moving forward. – Rocky Balbo, Rocky”
A winner is who, taste the life in
closer view. Winner doesn’t mean you’ll win any race or got mark or got name
and fame. Winner In the sense win the hearts, win the people and win over
yourself .
Winning is and
has become the central core of society, and nobody is there who don’t wants to
win, everyone wants but while running after to become the winner we always
forget its core meaning. Winning is not in the sense to rise by downing others,its
win by taking all together.
So my first priority is my career, only 2
years left to make myself financial stable. For first and most important thing I
need now is to become self-independent. I am just waiting when my education
will complete and I’ll earn by own. First I want to do job then I’ll think
about start up my own business. I have business plan, if god help me then I can
start as early as possible but it need patience and money, what I don’t have.
As I am a girl, I wants to be self-independent as soon as possible and I don’t
have sufficient money to start up my own business. Now I am counting my days – ONLY 1 YEAR – 6
MONTH LEFT TO BECOME SELF-INDEPENDENT.
LOVE
IS LOVE IS NEED OR DESIRE? It can’t be both. Love
is need from my point of view, I take Love is compulsory.
I love this quote -“Love
is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, and it keeps
no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always and preserves”. (1
Corinthians 13:1)
Love decides everything in this world. It doesn‘t have any
conditions or boundaries. We don’t know exactly what love is and where it comes
from. But one thing is sure: we are nothing without love! There are times when
we feel shy and timid, when we are afraid of expressing the love we feel. Being
afraid of embarrassing the other person or ourselves we hesitate to say the
actual words “I love you”. One can say “I love you” in many ways: by means of
nice presents and little notes, smiles and sometimes tears.
Sometimes we show our love when we are quiet and do not say a
word, at the other times – we speak loud to express it. Sometimes we show our
love by impulsiveness. Many times we have to show our love when we forgive
someone.
Getting
LOVE is easy but getting True love is hard to find.
Love is special, and that’s what makes it so
rare. While falling in love may be easy, staying in love needs two soul mates
that understand each other and are selfless in love. Do you have that
relationship that makes you feel lucky at the end of the day? If yes, don’t
leave them; balance your love life with professional life.
True love can withstand all odds & always
give you strength .If both of you truly love each other, you don’t have to
worry about separating for a few years or having to spend less time with each
other. Instead of worrying about love
Or career, think of ways to make it work
better. So chose a person who can understand your career & support you in
your work that matters a lot.
I am talking about me people laugh at me as till now I am single ,
single doesn’t mean I need someone to complete me , I need someone who give me
company in both pain and pleasure , and most important is that person should
that much good and understanding enough even should have faith on you. I am
saying because I always face problem in understanding– I
am not getting someone whom I love just because of too many rumors(this is not new , this is happening with me from past),now my rumors level is so high people are making my
age more than my actual age means just like I born before my parents’ marriage and
educational background , many more like this – it’s horrible but people
knowingly spread rumors and I can’t stop it. Even I know the truth, what’s
happening with me I can’t stop it. I also don’t know, what to show to prove my
age and education etc etc,Sorry! I can’t like this
many more rumors are there which has no answers so I need a person who don’t
care all these because now rumors are like my best friend and I am helpless
here. So I just pray before my lord to give me someone who can support
me without listening others. if to get such kind of love I have to leave my
nation – I AM READY TO LEAVE , because I know I can’t live without love and I
am not a saint , In this present world it’s not easy to stay single for whole
life for a girl , in my past I always think about to stay single for whole
life as I my dream to do something for society AND MAKE MY NAME but now I
realize I can’t live without a man , I can’t think about single life in this
present world. I need someone who’ll support me not monetary support as
I myself is sufficient I am an engineer as well as MBA graduate but I need
mentally support as I know I can’t depends on my parents for longer period even
they can’t, already they face a lot for me and I don’t want to give them more
pain for me better I should get someone who will help me to get success without
listening these rumors which are the main
reasons to make me lonely and failure personality. I don’t think IT’S EASY TO GET SOMEONE LIKE THIS, BUT I HAVE FAITH ON
MY LORD – HE WILL SEND SOMEONE WHO REALLY DESERVE.
The problem with our world is that people don’t learn to listen to
each other. They hear the words, but they don’t listen to the actions that accompany
the words and do not mind the expression on the face.
We have to listen to see love in and around us. If we listen
attentively we will.
SUCCESS
Success
comes in the end, I need it but it doesn’t mean I can’t live without it. I wants
to do something for others and for that I can do anything. I believe success
comes when you are in peace from inside. Peace comes when you have both Love
and good career life.
People always feel I always run after SUCCESS
But truth is I
RUN AFTER LOVE AND CAREER. I CAN’T STOP RUMORS AND MY PROBLEMS FROM MY LIFE, I
HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT.people always say , I over thinking but problem
is I don’t over think but I am tackling the situation in my way. I am not
blaming anyone for this, I was facing this situation when I started dreaming
high for my future means after ENTERING INTO ENGINEERING. I have faith on my
lord – One day he’ll give what I deserve as I never hurt anyone and think bad
about someone. I may always run after success but ways are not wrong to get
that. My path is clear and perfect. I have faith on divine.
PS- DON'T TAKE ME IN NEGATIVE SENSE . I AM NT TALKING ABOUT ANYONE , IT'S MY VIEW AND MY LIFE STORY .