ONE BAD DREAM EVER

Oh my dear

I wanna be good.
I wanna be with you!
This is all; I can now
I confess to you.

Listen!
Stay with me!
Stay forever, if you please!

Just say yes! For me now

someone’s voice came in my dream

In my last night

My night became sleepless

A voice which irritate me

I wish I could forget at all

Still some bad memories couldn’t erase at all

There was a time

Everything went wrong
that was worst time ever

Harder than a silent cry
I didn’t know if I was right or wrong
still I believe as if I was right

I remember our friendship days

How I took you as a good friend

As I had faith on you a lot

                                                       Alas you break it at last             

You break your friendship on a silly matter

Which was a jock which I had told?

I remember I begged you sorry

Still you never ever forgive me at all

My heart always tried to forget all those things

Which you told & which I had told

I remember the rude voice of yours

I never ever forget at all

I wish I forgive you

Still I can’t trust you again

Because at last I reach at the truth

Which you had never ever told

I was mad, yes I might be

Still I was not fake or rude at all

Now I could not believe my eyes

How could it all change suddenly at all

After passing a long time

Why you come further

When I begged for help

I find only some hands

So I care for them only

In those bad days I could understand

Who is mind who is not?

After the damaging harm
my eyes says don’t be apologize

Because I couldn't go back
that’s not how you get back to me
everything went wrong all at once

I don’t wanna to go back further
Now there is no more memory , no way , no chance
I wish I could understand
however the limit is already crossed

You can’t be my good friend again also
don’t take my silence a sign of weakness
the worst fact is that

I don’t care to any of you
something is meaningless

I wonder did I give out the wrong sign
or

It’s you who don’t like to see the red light
so let’s put the blame on me

&

Pretend that this fault is mine
still truth is that

How could you cross my line?

Even if I couldn't understand

How you’re so much blind
should I listen to your words or what you think
Becoz now your words don’t get me easily motivate

I am well & happy with this life

Suddenly I listen one voice  

Wake up wake up!

It's already eight o'clock

Finally I understood that 

It was a bad dream ever