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Sometimes I ask myself what is my life, why I come here, is there any
reason behind it. Is there something pre written or I have to make it???
Yeah, it’s true. I’m not perfect. I make mistakes and I say things I don’t mean. I am very confusing types of girl, still I always take right decision at last. My heart only speaks for itself and once it’s got its own mindset, there’s nothing I can’t do , I believe if you have brain & u have perfect body structure then what’s the problem , you can do everything . There’s two sides of me –one side that everyone sees and the another side who know me better, everyone can’t understand me, but who loves me they know me better as they wanna try to understand me, they can see my actual face, as I also don’t wanna to show everyone, WHAT I AM & WHO I AM & WHAT I WANNA BE. I allow people to judge me, as I also do it. Because I believe it’s the best way to know someone, because now the world is full of complicated, so before you making friends try to understand them. Sometimes I also lie to save someone, sometimes for any good cause where one lie can save/ help many. Sometimes I also selfish and overconfident. But also, I can be beyond negative, careless, and I can feel as if all the weight in the world is placed on my shoulders. I can be the happiest person on this planet, but also I can feel as if I’m just done with everything. I get good grades but I also get bad ones…
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Yeah, it’s true. I’m not perfect. I make mistakes and I say things I don’t mean. I am very confusing types of girl, still I always take right decision at last. My heart only speaks for itself and once it’s got its own mindset, there’s nothing I can’t do , I believe if you have brain & u have perfect body structure then what’s the problem , you can do everything . There’s two sides of me –one side that everyone sees and the another side who know me better, everyone can’t understand me, but who loves me they know me better as they wanna try to understand me, they can see my actual face, as I also don’t wanna to show everyone, WHAT I AM & WHO I AM & WHAT I WANNA BE. I allow people to judge me, as I also do it. Because I believe it’s the best way to know someone, because now the world is full of complicated, so before you making friends try to understand them. Sometimes I also lie to save someone, sometimes for any good cause where one lie can save/ help many. Sometimes I also selfish and overconfident. But also, I can be beyond negative, careless, and I can feel as if all the weight in the world is placed on my shoulders. I can be the happiest person on this planet, but also I can feel as if I’m just done with everything. I get good grades but I also get bad ones…
That’s why I’m
not a perfect person and throughout my whole life I’m going to be disappointed,
brought down, and discouraged. However, I’m also going to disappoint, bring
down, and discourage. Life is full of ups, downs, lefts, and rights. It’s full
of lessons and it’s full of mysteries. Achieving perfection is nothing but a
myth. The only way we can really achieve perfection is by making our own
definition. I guess all I’m trying to say is I’m only human along with
everybody in this world. I’ll continuously hurt and be hurt, laugh and make
someone laugh, and also love and be loved. It is what it is. Life’s only what
you make of it.
Sometimes When I look at a picture of myself, I realize how
much I’ve grown and changed, not only physically, but also intellectually and
spiritually as a person in the last couple of years. I entered into engineering
career & I hope for the best for my future, which considers it to be a very
big challenge for me. A challenge which requires great determination and my
skills as a student. You have a choice to stand out among the rest or to be
just one among the crowd. Through the years, I’ve learned that experience is
truly the best teacher. As a saying goes “Life’s what you make it”, so, today I
am a product of these experiences.
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