MY EXPERIENCE ON A BEAUTIFUL CAREER

my experience on technology & technical world.

Yeah, I remember when I first entered into this college, I could n’t think for my future ,  I love my college but I could n’t love my career . One thing always in my mind , I came here to read only” no dream, no interest in anything , nothing “. My life was like juice less.  After  got a painful result in my life , I never think for a good future for  further even if I had no interest also. I was reading like normal people. Joining in engineering line was my decision so I can’t blame my parents, as I always prefer GOVERNMENT COLLEGE RATHER THAN ANY PRIVATE. As I knew government has great value & prestige than private. As I already experienced in my +2 career, so I always prefer to join in Government College. I did n’t get any chance in any government medical college  , which was my dream,but I don’t wanna join in any private college .when I did n’t get medical or any bio related career at last  I choose to join in engineering. It’s does n’t means I did n’t get good rank in BIOTECHNOLOGY OR BIO MEDICAL OR ANY BIO RELATED CAREER  , I had but my medical ruin my whole career as I waited for my result & I was sure that I’ll get . That’s why I could n’t reach at VIT. Even if I missed many chances as i was too confident  & foolish , when my papa saw me in over confident he also agree with me not to waste money unnecessarily in other college. I was really foolish , my life taught me one thing there  “never lose your golden opportunity “ ,  I am not saying I was too good in biology , but yes , I was good in ZOOLOGY as I have got the highest mark in universe exam also . Even if in every exam  most of time I have  got highest mark & sometimes good marks also . I never read for getting good mark, i always invest my time in research on everything & every animal. That’s why I had more knowledge on that, unfortunately I missed chance to read ZOOLOGY. When I was child my favorite research work was on CHEMISTRY & ZOOLOGY , as these two were my favorite. Sometimes I also believe that the main reason behind of my failure , my over study on those topics which was not in my course, still I love to gain knowledge so I always give more time to that. That’s may be the main reason behind my failure. But sometimes I feel WHEN GOD CLOSES ONE DOOR AT THAT TIME HE OPEN ANOTHER DOOR. After entering  into engineering career I never hope for the best. but one day  I felt that which depress my mind as well as become the main reason behind of my failure. the main reason behind my depression was , failure over failure? It was just like heart attack for me & in bearable for me. One day I decided not to read further  as I knew I can’t success in this career as I did n’t have any Knowledge on computer before as well as I did n’t like my career  at that time. I came here because it is a good college in our state & Government but I did n’t like my career that’s was different. My papa is my real soul mate, one day i couldn't control my tears from falling,  tear drop by drop fall from my eyes when i was explaining my whole painful life ,at that time  my papa told me one thing. "It’s your future you have to decide what you wanna do". He told me various lines which can fulfill my dream also. As I always wanna do something different & I love in research work & my mentality was to serve other that’s why I wanna be a doctor to help others as well as I wanna research on something. As I had no knowledge on computer even if at that time  I didn’t wanna to listen anything about computer. No doubt I read just like superficially as I have to get good marks for my parents & for a simple job was my only aim. That’s why I was too frustrated at that time. I took two days to decide WHAT TO DO NEXT, THEN I CHOOSE IT’S BETTER TO REESTABLISH MYSELF IN MY PRESENT CAREER. No doubt at that time I already passed 4 SEMESTER MEANS 2 YEARS. when I told this thing to my papa , I saw a beautiful smile in his face & he hugged me tightly & told me I know you can’t take any wrong decision in your life . I believe in you, you can rebuild your future further as like before.  From that day I create interest on my career. Yeah he told me one thing also, “now you set up one thing in your mind YOU MARRY YOUR COMPUTER & its YOUR FUTURE. YOU CAN’T LEAVE IT, SO IT’S BETTER TO TRY TO LOVE & ADJUST WITH IT.”  AFTER SAYING THIS HE LAUGHED LOUDLY, AS HE WANNA TELL ME THIS IS YOUR FUTURE & YOU CAN MAKE A GOLDEN FUTURE THROUGH THIS."

So from that I set my mind & I never listened others who ever comment me anything, sometimes people laugh at my failure as they love to see me in down , people love to see me in down in my field , sometime  I have seen my friends also don’t wanna see me in computer lines. This is the worst truth & I never wanna hide , it’s not for all , it’s for those who do this. They may think they are cleaver but they never know I AM A MIND READER . I know who is telling for which reason & the season behind their every motivation & talk . it’s not too late for me to know people. Still I love them & as I know this world is full of competition, it’s not their fault if they become happy when they see me in failure , it’s my fault that I give them chance to laugh at me & my painful condition. But now I am seriously telling I AM ENJOYING IN MY CAREER & I NEVER WORRY FOR MY RESULT AS I BELIEVE IN GAINING KNOWLEDGE & WHEN EVER I READ THE AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF ANY GREAT PEOPLE I GAIN ONE KNOWLEDGE FROM EVERYONE -GIVE IMPORTANCE ON KNOWLEDGE RATHER THAN THE SUPERFICIAL STUDY  . I am very determined girl; once I set up something in my mind means no one can change it , even if no one can motivate me also . As it’s not too easy to motivate me. No one can motive me from my work except myself. As I always take any final decision after long judgment. So my final decision is always right, no doubt my past all failures help me a lot in my present world. Now I am seriously telling I TOO LOVE COMPUTER & I FEEL ENJOY TO DO GAIN KNOWLEDGE. No doubt it may be late to set my mind & take a final decision; still I feel it’s never too late. I am enjoying with my study & I too love to invent something from myself. Which is my main aim? I don’t care whether it is small or big. I wanna do something from my own & I wanna use my whole talent here. I wanna use my whole creativity as well as knowledge with it. As I know creativity is required in this field, as you have to see the present world & according to that you have to decide what the world need & according to their need you have to fulfill their dream. So it’s my main aim now. I WANNA GAIN MORE KNOWLEDGE ON THIS & I WANNA KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT COMPUTER. NOW I REALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH MY COMPUTER. BUT I NEED A GOOD PLATFORM TO SHOW MY TALENT & IDEA.  AS NOW A DAYS WORLD IS FULL OF COMPETITION  IT’S TOO DIFFICULT TO RESERVE A SEAT FOR YOU IN A GOOD COLLEGE  & IN INDIA IF YOU ARE GENERAL THEN YOU HAVE TO FIGHT MORE. IT’S THE PAINFUL TRUE FACT  AS IT’S NOT EASY TO GO OUTSIDE & READ . IT’S POSSIBLE WHEN YOU BECOME THAT MUCH KNOWLEDGEABLE MEANS "FOR RESEARCH WORK OR FOR ANY HIGHER STUDY" YOU CAN PREFER TO GO OUTSIDE TO EXPLORE MORE . BUT HERE YOU HAVE TO BUILT YOUR BASE , THEN ONLY YOU CAN THINK FOR TO INVENT ANY NEW THING .AS LITTLE KNOWLEDGE IS ALWAYS HARMFUL , THAT’S WHY I WANNA FULLY KNOWLEDGEABLE ON IT , I WANNA MAKE MY BASE STRONG. I ALWAYS GIVE MORE IMPORTANCE ON BASE & KNOWLEDGE THAT’S THE MAIN REASON BEHIND IN MY FAILURE IN MY CAREER LIFE MEANS I CAN’T GIVE MORE EMPHASIZE ON THAT AS I CAN’T READ A BOOK 10 TIMES , I HARDLY READ ONE OR TWICE & GAIN THE BASE . WHICH IS MY MAIN IDEA & I LOVE TO GET GOOD MARK , BUT I ALWAYS GIVE MORE IMPORTANCE ON  KNOWLEDGE & BASE OF A STUDENT . BUT I FEEL -I AM WEAK IN COMPUTER , I HAVE TO GAIN MORE KNOWLEDGE ON IT, NOW I WANNA MAKE MY BASE PERFECT + STRONG ,SO THAT I CAN DREAM HIGH.

THIS IS MY PRINCIPLE OR WHAT EVER YOU CAN SAY. I ALWAYS DO WHAT I LOVE, BUT  SOMETIMES I NEED SUPPORT . I NEED SUGGESTION. I KNOW EVERYONE CAN'T SUPPORT YOU & I DON'T WANT  FROM EVERYONE. AS I BELIEVE SOME PEOPLE STILL THERE TO SUPPORT YOUR WORK . SO A GREAT THANKS TO THEM WHO INDIRECTLY HELP ME A LOT BY THEIR WORDS OR ACTIONS .WHICH INDIRECTLY MOTIVATES ME TOWARDS THEM  ! 
                 
 <SORRY DON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY , IT'S MY KIND REQUEST TO MY ALL FRIENDS , I AM ALSO NOT SAYING ALL PRIVATE COLLEGES ARE BAD BUT I DON'T LIKE TO PREFER ALL . SOME ARE MY BEST CHOICE IN PRIVATE BUT NOT ALL. GOVERNMENT COLLEGES ARE  OLD & OLD IS GOLD, WHAT I BELIEVE  >