I AM NOT FAILURE

Who said I am failure

Yes I was, I was a victim not a failure

I was a victim

I gonna tell about myself to the whole world

I know why I failed & I know my weak points

I can’t allow the same things happens with me

What I have done before

I was a kind of crazy girl

I had no brain

I believe everything happens for a good reason

My past life taught me lots of lessons

I can’t allow the demons who spoiled my life

I learn one lesson

No one is yours

Everyone comes this world to play their role

Don’t worry if someone detach from you

It’s the god’s will

It doesn’t mean that person gonna die

It means his or her story with you ends there

I found till now no one is my permanent friend

Friends comes & friends goes

Life flows as it is

I remember till now I lose many people & got many people

I learn something new from everyone

Some came in my life as a lesson

Some as blessings

Every time we should thanks god for teaching us great lessons

But life is a like a battle field

My life is kind of unique struggling life

I love struggling than normal life

I promised myself I’ll not give up

I can give up those people who spoiled my life & career

Yesterday I was fool so I wanna keep all in my life

Now I am wise so I wanna filter out

Alas, I found nothing left after filter out

My life is a kind of empty one

I found those who loved me are not actually clean from their heart

I am really scared

I feel like crying

Whatever may be the situation I have promised?

I will be strong like before

I have to long way to go

I can’t allow myself die in failure

I was fool & failure from last SEVEN years

I can’t bear more

I know I failure because of me

I was super fool so people take the advantages of my life

Now also they trying

However everyone do mistake once in their life

I did & I learnt

Now I am not that much fool to do the same mistake again & again
I can't bear my failure more
I wanna be rise , I gonna be rise 

So I am not failure

I can’t accept this truth

Let me give a chance to proof myself further

Yesterday I was fool not now

I hope I can rectify myself further

Within SEVEN years I learnt more things than you believe

It made me mature

Now I feel peace as I am not in foggy state

Yesterday I was, 
as I could n’t understand the situations & minds of people

Now I am well matured person

I gonna detach myself from everyone

I gonna keep those people with in my heart

Those who really love & care

I am not introvert or hermit

I love to live around those people who help me for my success

Who helps me to reach at my goal?

I can’t be around myself complicated & negative people

Who drag me into lower position?

Yesterday I was fool so I listened them

& made myself just like hell

I am crying for my yesterday as I spoiled my life in my own hand

I don’t wanna cry more, don’t wanna spoiled my life more

I know how I was TEN years before what I am now

I can judge my great failure

I know some people also exists in this world

Who loves to spoiled others life

Who love to see others in failure?

But I don’t want or expect for anyone

Even I can’t do also

So it’s better to stay away from negative people

It’s better to keep very small people around you

I know I always criticized & mocked by many people

As I am different

Still I love myself

As I never chosen any wrong path to get success

I cried, I failed & I learnt

Finally I get success in any field

I know maximum people can’t see your success

So they mock you , laugh at you

But I don’t care as I know

Those who has no ability to do anything great

They spend their life in criticizing others

As they feel it’s bad idea of trying than enjoying life

However I believe getting success in right way is not easy

Who takes it easy I laugh at them

It’s not about money , it’s not about fame or prestige

It’s about what the change you can make in this world or in other’s life

People will laugh at you till you get success

However once you get success everyone will start admire you

So till that day you have to fight for yourself to get that position

Just close your eyes & be blind for those who knowingly down you & misguide you

Keep faith on your lord

He will surely help you if you are really good & do something good

Keep faith on yourself & your god one day he will save you