I WISH

I wish I have the key of my life

I wish I can change my life

I wish I can control my problems

I wish I can flush out all odds

Can it possible

Oh my lord says it once

Can you do one favor for me?

Can you give me my life key?

I wanna fly & wanna make my life as I wish

Sometimes I feel my problems are in queue

I can’t handle all

All are giving me pain & making my life just like hell

Can you help me to except from it

I know you can’t

Sorry, you don’t want

You make my life a kind of special life

I am a sorrowful angel

My life is full of obstacles & sorrow

Even I can’t help me here

So I gonna forget all

I am smiling as I am habituated

I gonna live a happy life

As I know I can’t stop them

Why I spend my time thinking about them

I am happy with my life

I am happy as I am stronger than others

I am happy as I am little bit knowledgeable than others

My life & my problems are my great mentor

But I feel sorry for my parents

As they are attach with my heart

When I got aping they got too

Which gives me more pain?

I can’t see pain of my loved people

So I am smiling

I am smiling & living for others

I know I am different & my life too

I know my lord you may have some purpose behind it

Whatever I respect it

I am happy as you chosen me in this battle filed

I am happy as I am stronger now

I am happy as you knowingly do this

I have faith on you

I know you love me

But I don’t know the purpose behind it

Still I have faith on you

I know what you are doing

That will help me in my future life

I love you my lord I love you

I love my life

I love my problematic life

I love you as you chosen me in this life race