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Sometimes in our Life some incident changes
our whole life style & our old schedule.
We may change our path not our dream or life choices.
Dream plays a great role in
our life,
we can’t live without it. So to reach at that position we all try various
methods & follow various paths to get that by HOOK OR BY CROOK.
In today’s life if you ask anyone even a
small kid they also can say about dream now the world is so ambitious, I love
those who have dream; even I help those who try their best to make it real, as
for me my dream great means to me.
I have seen most of the time people get
confuse about my
dream & what I want actually. I wanna say I wanna do everything,
I wants to do those works what I am capable of. I can WRITE, SKETCH, PAINT these are my hobbies & I can’t
live without these. Social work is my final destination & my educational
background is my source of earning money & profession.
MY SOCIAL WORK
I gonna start my story from beginning.
I love to do sketch from the beginning even
I am strong in that, I write everything in my diary as I am very introvert type
from my childhood days. So my introvert character helped me to raise my writing style.
I am not a very good writer , I know I am poor in vocabulary , I can’t remember
any word easily , I am very confuse among words when I was child . I have also
many drawbacks still I wanna write, as I
know practice makes a man perfect, even I wanna be a writer. No one is born
writer /painter / any great person, everyone make themselves, but when you get
supportive hand it becomes easier. Frankly speaking in MY FAMILY MY PAPA WHO
INSPIRE ME FOR WRITING & PAINTING & MY DREAM , except him no one , yes
! my mom also inspire me but she wanna see me in a very high post , I should be
in a well rank , people should know me . So these two people actually inspire
me except them no one is there in this WHOLE WORLD who support me & act as
my right hand. Even I don’t want, I wanna be self independent.
When I was child, I saw how my grandpapa
helped poor people even he donated our many lands for school; I specially
inspired to do social work from him. When I was child I marked how much poor
people loves me that much love even our own people also don’t do , so I am very
attracted towards poor people due to their well spoken words , loving kind of
behavior , may be they have not so much money but they have Big hearts, How
much I have seen. In my school time if I see any poor kid I gave my affine to
them even my pocket money, I gave my toys & dresses to baggers if I see any
girl child like me .I don’t get anything but I feel lots of satisfaction here,
one day I asked my grandpapa “why he gave money to poor people , what he got
from that?” he told “if you give something to
others then god will also give you that thing when you will require in your
future & god will fulfill your all dreams.” So from that day I start
giving whatever I can, I still remember when I was child if I saw a beggar my
mom give rupees to give them while giving them I told them tell God to give me
first position in my class as my grandpapa told if you give something to poor
then God will fulfill your dream so I am giving you, then they laugh at me
& told, Sure God will give you! Now it becomes like a habit for me, now I
don’t demand anything for my work as I feel lots of satisfaction here.
I never get any chance to work for others,
I only give moneys to beggars, even one day in winter season while travelling
in train I saw - a 6-7 old child
was trembling in cold & no one can feel his pain, I go near to him then I
found he was suffering from fever I gave my SALL to cover him, food & medicine,
I always keep some important medicine with in my beg me where ever I go. I got
one message from this incident now in this world people are really careless
about others especially TOWARDS POOR. After
coming engineering life for the first time I get opportunity to join many organizations,
I love it seriously! I stared working from my 2nd year , First I
joined in a Women’s
organization through Social media , even you can see one my page
STOP CHILD LABOR & one Group also on this name. at first I have no idea
about these , after first year real tragedy started in my life , I didn’t get
well cooperation , even I feel like alone in hostel except my 2-3 friends no
body talk with me in well manner, so I stared avoiding everyone , without my
fault people blame me & spoil my name which REALLY INTOLRABLE FOR ME , people took
the advantages of my silence, so I spend maximum time in social media , at
first I invest my time creating social work pages & groups , as I wanna
busy myself so that I can’t hear others rude & criticizing words , I just
wanna do everything to away myself from these cases ,I just wanna be alone
& busy at that time. After looking at my social work activities in social
media, I got one invitation from one lady to work in a women’s organization she
told I am small to handle but she wants I should join & know how to work
for others, she told me as it’s easy to
say but difficult to do . she invite me as she wanna see whether I am fake or true,
I gladly accept that as I wanted that but didn’t get any sources but she told
me don’t tell anyone till you become a member , I say it’s ok & then I
joined But before joining I gather all information about that organization as
now a days many fake organizations are there , I wanna see whether that
authentic or not , maximum time I prefer to do my all work through internet , it’s really difficult to go outside as our
college campus is far from town , if you wanna go somewhere you have to pay at
least 250/- minimum for outgoing which I don’t wanna pay , TRUE STORY :P even I
was the single worker from my college , our work is to see how the crimes related
with women , INTRENET
CRIMES & DOMESTIC CRIMES etc, then I joined in 2 fresh groups
started with us including me , ONE IS – Youth club
& another one is Talk.bhubaneswar , I worked there for very short
period, as I was in 3rd year at that time, so of course at that time
I have to focus on my study as EDUCATION IS MY 1ST PRIORITY still
I worked there , I only worked as a
volunteer in 1/2 camp, I worked there from my whole heart , these all my own
interest . I was not attach with everyone, I focus on my work rather than
gossip, I agree I am really very serious for my
work whatever I do, but I saw very few students really interested in
social work as for YOUTH CLUB &
TALK.BHUBANESWAR ,we need many group members as these two were new
groups so I requested my friends to join but most of them refuse in a gentle
way, some laugh & told these are fake organizations , ha ! SOCIAL WORKER,
let me handle myself first then I’ll work for society. Their words hurt me so I
didn’t request anyone after that,as to help mankind you need will power , you
can’t force anyone to join. Except Bhumi, (one of my friends) no one joined,
she actually wants to help others so she joined with me next. I found in this
world many people are there , but few really cares about others even many
people join in politics / IAS their motto is not for to help
others but to earn sufficient money within a short time . yes ! some are there
who wants development , From their work we can visualize their interest to help
mankind . So it’s very difficult to find someone who actually wants to do
something for society without expecting anything & do freely, I never take
single money even don’t demand any good position for my work as I got lots of satisfactions
from my work. I worked there to see the way of living of poor people, what’s
they want, I joined in organization to learn something new like how to work for
mankind & the process. I love to work for mankind so I joined. Except these
I also involved in SHAYOG where I teach the
poor children, in our college campus like me many students also involved there.
I worked near about 1 years (2 year & 3rd year I gave my few
time) , except shayog I don’t have any pics as while working I forget about Photoshop
:D yes ! Group pics are there but I don’t
have any. In final year means 4th year I was not involved in any
work due to my study pressure, PROJECT, ENTRANCE +
OWN COURSE. So I love to work for mankind, it’s my interest even I take
it as my duty & responsibility.
I always prefer to give foods the poor
people than doing party in my birthday.
It’s my personality & my interest.
MY WRITING & PAINTING
Writing act as my voice , I love to write
, I know I am not a so good writer still I love to write even I wanna be a
writer in future but not now , as before make myself a writer I wanna do something
for my future . Writing is a way to show my talent
& give good messages to whole world, that’s all! I can write till my
last breath , I love Chetan Bhagat’s all novels
, I read his maximum novels .
In writing I don’t think Age matters, Quality of writing matters. Now in this world many
authors are there but all are not so popular for their books, write one may
that take 10 years but that should get one PRIZE which will be memorable for all.
I don’t know my future , but
I give more value in quality + inspiring writing , No doubt my
writings are not so good , I am not strong in vocabulary , I admit it before
all but I always try to write something which will help mankind in future.
I can’t publish my own books
so people take my original Story writing as COPY
PASTE, SO I
STOP WRITING STORIES IN MY BLOG , MY 21th STORY IS my LAST STORY AFTER THAT I PROMISED
I’LL NOT POST MY STORY IN MY BLOG , RATHER POST IT IN BLOG , STORE IT IN MY
LAPTOP , WHEN MY TIME WILL COME PUBLISH THAT AS A BOOK , NOW I AM NOT CAPABLE OF PUBLISH ANY BOOK
AS I KNOW IF I’LL PUBLISH I’LL BE LOOSER , SO I WAIT FOR PERFECT TIME. So I stop writing
stories in my blog due to many critics & doubts. I hate if someone tell my
writings are fake & copy paste as I know how much time I spend here , I
write blog not for getting money, but for give good messages to all .
Likewise painting & sketches , I love
to do , my all paintings & sketches are in simple paper , I
dream when that time will come I’ll do it in a board & can show others ,
Yes , it’s my painting .
MY CAREER
Sorry, I am also really confuse in this
matter, I can do anything in future Either I follow COMPUTER LINE means my own
professional line or BUSINESS or LAW (for to help mankind &
get a better position in good name & fame organizations ) My time
will decide , I CAN’T SAY YOU ABOUT THIS
UNTIL I ACHIEVE THAT .LET ME TO MAKE IT REAL .
PS :- TRUE STORY ABOUT ME , I AM NOT CRITICIZING ANYONE HERE . SO
DON’T TAKE IT PERSONALLY. If you take then don’t blame me , I have no fault.