MY GOOD MEMORIES - PERSONAL LIFE STORY (PART 18)

   

A FRIEND WHO STILL IN CONTACT WITH ME (BHUMI)

Sometimes we feel like our life move fast but we are still in our previous state. don’t know Way I miss my school life & college life today , I know I can’t go back & rectify my all mistakes but I know there is no value of repent as I can’t go back , but what mistakes I did yesterday I'll try my best not to repeat further which spoiled my career & life but I wanna thanks my past life as it helped me a lot even make me wise , now I take any decision after thinking twice even can’t believe anyone easily , these are only possible for my worst past which forced me to change my way of thinking . but sometimes it hurts badly whenever I think how I cut my own leg due to my own stupidity , I can’t forget all those cases what happened with me  but can’t change it , but now I’ll try my best to make my rest future best future. Let others say what they want, no one knows even understand what I faced, so why should I care what others are talking about me. I should care what really matters & those who are really matters. All do not matters .

I heard many times people laugh at me even talk many thing about me as I always talk bad things about my college life (IIIT) but they don’t know I really love my college a lot but I hate those cases happened with me , can’t forget . which hurt me a lot every time as I could n’t fulfill my dream (In engineering) , I spoiled my career means "can't perform well how much i deserve , my performance down drastically after 1st year  or 1st semester you can say - it's due to my friends who are real culprits , they knowingly disturb me during study  , it's kind of their regular routine. they'll surely create some BIG problem before my exam , but it hurts me some teachers take it as my mistakes ,they think i knowingly do this whereas i didn't want to spoil my exam it's my dream to do better in my engineering , i have a dream what i wanna do after engineering so why i knowingly do this , CAN ANYONE DO THIS , i always misunderstood but still some teachers who always love me , read my college life biography you can understand" even lose my school to college life friends , my life purely changed , I was purely alone. So of course is anyone in my state may that person will behave how I am behaving now. So I always suggest my friends to read my story from beginning so that they can analyze my whole life as our all problems related wad our past , Our life is like a book which is written by great author GOD , who is very talented . When we read a novel even sometimes by reading the 1st & last page we can understand d story but our life story is different, twist comes in every phase. So u can't understand d story if I’ll not read it from 1st to end. So read my whole brief biography, all are based on true fact J

SOME MEMORIES U CAN'T ERASE LIKE GONNA SHARE SOME SWEET MEMORIES RELATED WITH MY COLLEGE LIFE - I LOVE MY ALL COLLEGES FROM MY SCHOOL LIFE TO TILL MY COLLEGE LIFE, ONE DAY I’’ SHARE MY WHOLE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES RELATED TO MY SCHOOL LIFE TO COLLEGE LIFE BUT NOW IT’S NOT POSSIBLE TO WRITE A LONG ESSAY: P. THIS IS BASED ON WORST MEMORIES 

MY LIFE IS LIKE AN OPEN DIARY
http://poemstoryshayari.blogspot.in/2013/06/my-hostel-life-from-12th-class-to-whole_4604.html , REALLY, HERE I RARELY SHARE MY BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES – GONNA SHARE ONE DAY, AFTER MY EXAM , AS MY EXAMS ARE A HEAD

               THIS IS JUST A BRIEF MEMORIES

I love my college (IIIT) & all faculties. I never blame my college but what worst things happened wad me I only share, I m not only person every year many students like me suffer from different colleges who are like me. It's a kind of INTERNAL RAGING but I he also fault like I WAS TOO STUPID ,but I can't blame my teacher & administration , bacon how much mark I got everything is possible for some of my teachers who support me even understand me , helped me allot. I can't forget when I joined engineering 1st I felt like everything flew away over my head like math I left math partially near about 3 years , I still remember-For 1 teacher I can improve my math from 2 (1st internal)mark to 8.5 (3rd internal) mark within 2 month , now also that mark in my hibiscus like You can see also ,At first 1 day when he gave simple integration in class I couldn't solve & I always sit in 1st bench , he constantly marked me I was just trying to cheat him , actually I can't solve so I showed like I m solving but he caught me & scold me before whole class then I told why my problems arise in math as I was bio student & preparing medical from 12th so I never give importance to math from 12th  as i focus on medical so i can't give much time where as i love math too much from my school life, he promised me to help , within 2 months I get 8.5 mark 1.5 mark silly mistake .Now he is in NIT RKL , like this many teachers are there's I can't forget them ever because they helped me more than you can imagine - Lanka sir (very helpful), Puspanjali mam (she is very loving kind), Anjali mam (project guide , I can't forget her contribution towards my project) , T.T Mam (student disciplinary committee board) .

Some people comes to your life as a blessings ,can't forget them, I LOVE MY COLLEGE VERY MUCH BUT NT ALL MY FRIENDS , AS THEY SPOILED MY LIFE NOT MY TEACHERS & COLLEGE . 

So please don't blame me , 1st know my story ... HOPE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND ME 

MY LIFE IS LIKE AN OPEN DIARY
http://poemstoryshayari.blogspot.in/2013/06/my-hostel-life-from-12th-class-to-whole_4604.html