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Life
becomes more beautiful when you have everything you want, everything you dream
for and everything you love but fortunately or unfortunately we don’t get what
we dream/love/want. May be God has different purpose for us, which we all gotta
know latter , when perfect time will come but that is as per our karma.
Our
KARMA will decide what we gonna get, but sometimes people say our luck or our
life stories are pre written by God before we come to this earth but I don’t
believe this. I believe If God has written that he has also power to modify
that or change that also.
Whenever
I complain before God about my bad luck or misfortune life, suddenly she show
me the people whose life is poorer than me, I am crying because of my failure
in my career or can say not get success in my life but there also many people
are there who cry for not having shelter or proper health or good family, so he
just show me or indirectly realize me that I AM
BLESSED.
I
am saying I am really blessed, forget about my bad life, everyone has some bad life
or can say untold story which few know but in my case my life is like an OPEN
DAIRY , which everyone knows even I don’t fear also. I am pure and can proudly
say perfect so that I can share my family background and about me, if I have
some problem with me then I also fear to share but problem is that if anyone
look into my past or collect information about my past he/she gotta know I AM A BIGGEST FAILURE PERSONALITY IN MY DREAM, Not as student.
I
have written about me in this blog – My life is like an open diary there I have
written all most all about my past school life achievements to engineering
college life failures. But problem is that, I only mentioned my failure life
only not my best periods. I only wrote failures and my painful journey because
I wanted to tell people what I faced or did in my past, don’t do that. I always
concern for all that’s why I wrote that for everyone else who is a dreamer or
wants to achieve something in his/her life. But today I gonna write about my Sri Sri University Life journey in briefly.
I
still remember , after i finished my graduation in APRIL 5th 2014th (My 8th semester end) , I started preparation for GATE but after my GATE exam (February-6th) I joined in a coaching
center for PHP and JAVA to get better job if I’ll not get
GATE for M-Tech as my GATE performance was little bit poor than 2014 even my result out by March 24th 2015 it quit heart breaking type still
I can manage it and decided to join in job and prepare for GRE and GATE within
job as I can’t live like an unemployed then in
month of may FINALLY I GOT A JOB In “PHP” but I didn’t have interest in that as I always
dream for MNC (this is true guys – my
heart felt word) , that’s why I tried my best even sat for HP also but couldn’t crack in some written , due to some mark I failed to crack then I sit WIPRO
even sit for interview also like this I also attend some interview round in
telephonic and Skype also finally crack an PHP
based company in Kolkata but he is going to pay me 15000-17000
deduct from all expenses , which is quit very low for me . so I decided to get
through some entrance exams like elite and some other sites even I also got
some job offers from different sites like SHINE
, Naukari etc and in the end
I got many offers but which position I want to get I didn’t get that so finally
I decided to talk with my brothers who are now in different MNC companies then
they suggest me now most of the MNC want a experienced person but when they go
for campus at that time they select the fresher that also few . so they suggest
me to get a job with low paid or join either in M-tech or MBA but I didn’t have
interest in join in any M-tech college as my preferred branch I couldn’t get
anywhere except some colleges and there also only Biotechnology students can
apply except few colleges like some IITS , NITS
and IIIT Hyderabad .so at least I decided to join in MBA in may last
suddenly I change my decision that’s why I only can appear GMAT AND ATMA , as these 2 only left me to get any good college
but where I joined , I have a great interest to join in Christan college
Bangalore but there also already all interview round finished like this many
colleges interview rounds already end . My condition was pathetic , I couldn’t
understand where I should join as my first preference always is College and
branch and another side low paid jobs hurt me more and my relatives also
citizen me like don’t you feel shame after passing engineering with spend 6-7
lakh from IIIT in 4 years now you are going to do the job with 2.5-3 lakh per
annum but I didn’t have any answer too as I didn’t sit for campus placement as
I had a dream to become a BIO-INFORMATICS
SCIENTIST , which I failed to get even after my GATE exam (FEB-6)
also most of the off campus placement in other ODISHA colleges also finished ,
so where I can go . Finally I decided to join in SRI
SRI UNIVERSITY where my brother
study as it is within Odisha , the one thing which attract me to come here is
Yoga and Holistic campus . I also have a chance to go KIIT , I easily crack it
but I choose SRI SRI UNIVERSITY over KIIT
as I was a student in KIIT in my 11th
and 12th so I wanted to
join a different campus , I always love to try something new even in my room
also most of the time I change the room structure as I get bored easily so I
always involve myself in something creative always , how I am my choices also
like that. I choose because my brother also study here and I know about this
campus , It’s holistic environment , Yoga , Art of living Family . I am not saying KIIT is bad , I already
studied there so I know it’s beauty but I choose Sri
Sri university to experience something new and different.
SOME OF MY JOB SITES PREFER TWITTER LINKS (Like this you can get many posts , related to Job offers but due to GATE EXAM i had to lose HCL , A HOTEL MANGER POST IN UK and Some good companies )
https://twitter.com/LeenaPanda/status/557963007146213376
https://twitter.com/LeenaPanda/status/560123271610249216
https://twitter.com/LeenaPanda/status/560015338587172864
https://twitter.com/LeenaPanda/status/557964442294444032
https://twitter.com/LeenaPanda/status/558239436199055360
https://www.facebook.com/sweta.panda/posts/829741410448087?pnref=story
Here I am going to say – You can’t predict your future and you can’t imagine what will happen next, anytime anything can happen. Like I never ever dream for MBA as I was a research based person who always run after research oriented works but end up with MBA but I have a business plan when I was in engineering but I don’t have sufficient money and lack of supporter I couldn’t make it real . even my family also only educational based , we give more importance to education than business or any other activates so I didn’t get any other scope to explore myself. But I don’t know what God has written in my life , may be GOD has written something different for me , when perfect time will come I’ll gotta know about it but I can say – I never ever do something which may hurt others or harm others , in my this birth my KARMA IS GOOD , I DON’T HAVE ANY IDEA ABOUT MY PREVIOUS BIRTH KARAMA even I also believe in present life KARMA. This is all about me , I wanted to become an engineer but become a doctor and now business , so my life is quit unpredictable and unimaginable , I can’t imagine my future . as it always surprise me .
SOME OF MY JOB SITES PREFER TWITTER LINKS (Like this you can get many posts , related to Job offers but due to GATE EXAM i had to lose HCL , A HOTEL MANGER POST IN UK and Some good companies )
https://twitter.com/LeenaPanda/status/557963007146213376
https://twitter.com/LeenaPanda/status/560123271610249216
https://twitter.com/LeenaPanda/status/560015338587172864
https://twitter.com/LeenaPanda/status/557964442294444032
https://twitter.com/LeenaPanda/status/558239436199055360
https://www.facebook.com/sweta.panda/posts/829741410448087?pnref=story
Here I am going to say – You can’t predict your future and you can’t imagine what will happen next, anytime anything can happen. Like I never ever dream for MBA as I was a research based person who always run after research oriented works but end up with MBA but I have a business plan when I was in engineering but I don’t have sufficient money and lack of supporter I couldn’t make it real . even my family also only educational based , we give more importance to education than business or any other activates so I didn’t get any other scope to explore myself. But I don’t know what God has written in my life , may be GOD has written something different for me , when perfect time will come I’ll gotta know about it but I can say – I never ever do something which may hurt others or harm others , in my this birth my KARMA IS GOOD , I DON’T HAVE ANY IDEA ABOUT MY PREVIOUS BIRTH KARAMA even I also believe in present life KARMA. This is all about me , I wanted to become an engineer but become a doctor and now business , so my life is quit unpredictable and unimaginable , I can’t imagine my future . as it always surprise me .
EVEN
JOIN IN SRI SRI UNIVERSITY , MAY SOME MYSTERY BEHIND , I DON’T KNOW BUT
WHENEVER I LOOK BACK I GOT TO KNOW EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A GOOD REASON . MAY
BE MY DECISION ALSO !
Journey in SSU
I
joined here in July 14th 2015
Now
I gonna share my all experiences with year and date wise ;)
July 14th to December 17th
My first art of living course , Happiness course and sudarshan Kriya . I
didn’t experienced it before but it’s quite amazing, I learnt a lot of thing
from this like how to be happy no matter whatever the situation is and my
favorite quotation are “Accept the people and situation as they are” and “Don’t be the
football of others opinion” even we learnt
dance and mono action and end up with Sudarshan Kriya , which
is the best part in Art of living .
After that we started our college life with our first presentation based on
our first 3 days in ssu
Students went for Google
day in XIMB and got first and second prize but
unfortunately I couldn’t go there like this my life spend.
Then I involved myself in Kitchen seva in “MAHASATSANG and CONVOCATION” continuously 3 days happened in our college
premises. I enjoyed a lot even learnt a lot from that.
I was as a member of corporate relation club and Entrepreneurship club, where I learnt a lot. May not be I am an
active participant but every time I end up with doing something / involved
myself in some activities.
Recently I participate in B-fest and won 2 prizes one for Entrepreneurship
event and another is for Matrubhasa Diwas , one for debate and another for
Bplan .
So if you will ask me my life @Sri sri University, I can say “IT MAKE ME MORE MATURE THAN BEFORE”.I learnt many thing from here , I hope when I’ll leave
this place- I’ll leave with a perfect mature person with NO confusion ;)
Now it’s time to go for WCF (World cultural fest) on MARCH -11,12,13th in New Delhi , unfortunately I couldn’t go there even I have interest as I
don’t know whether I can get this golden opportunity or not in future but some personal
issues are there which I don’t like to share in public .
After that Internship, Yes! Now I have 2 internships in my hand which will
be from MAY 10th
-JULY 10th , then 3rd semester that will be quite
difficult period for me as I have to search for Job no doubt campus placement
will come but that will be the major issue in every student life but in my
engineering career I was least brother about it as I have a option that is M-TECH but
now I don’t have any option except join in a good company with handsome package
, of course it’s everyone’s dream to place in a good package ,it shows our
weightage or can say worth too. I know money is not everything but I spend 17 lakh within 6 years of education means
engineering 4 years and MBA 2 years so I want something as per that which
can satisfy me and my parents too as they spend money for me instead of
marriage .
My
heart beats faster whenever I think about my life after 9 months as lots of
dreams attach with it . I’ll start writing MY HALF
WRITTEN NOVEL and some pending
work like my business too as most of the time my friends also ask me why you
don’t join in Entrepreneurship batch instead of General MBA even you have
B-plan , I always answer – for everything you need experience and Money . which
I don’t have right now, I am not talking about Mark
Zuckerburg or Bill Gate or etc etc , their life story is different and
they also belongs to such country where they are getting all kinds of
opportunities but in our country it takes time to implement as sometimes you
have to work as per the rules and environment too , that should be environment
familiar . My country is great even now MAKE IN INDIA is the new initiative from Government of
INDIA which encourage more entrepreneurs still it’ll take some time
, minimum 2020 .So let me make myself strong financially and mentally first .
Time has all answer but you should know when to do what? I am on my way , Hope ! God help me in my journey otherwise i'll break down as i am lonely traveler in my journey and helpless too .
About my Love life, let God DECIDE THAT , I
am helpless here . I am sorry!!!
Life @SrisriUniversity Photos
Kathajodi River side
MAHA SATSANG
@Sri Sri University