A BAD DREAM

A bad dream

I saw in the last night

I was walking alone in a road 

Two roads already set in front of me

Confused where I have to go

That’s when the black cloud first seemed to descend upon me.

I felt different, I felt sad.

I came home and locking myself in my room 
and collapsing into a state of tears.

That’s when the evil began.

I realized that I could not move

Because I tried to get right up

And all I could do was move my head

I “freaked out”

I thought I was going to die

I felt that I was paralyzed

I was actually too tired to focus on anything
except my dream or my aim
which  was dying in front of me

I never blamed God for what has happened / had happened to me

Because I know that He does everything for a reason.

He will not put you through something that you cannot handle.

I don’t know whether he blessed me or not

Or he will bless me or not in future

I can't begin to thank Him enough.
sometimes i don't worry what people say or think about me

I make myself strong by saying 
Don't worry about others around you

And what they are doing.

Yes, challenge yourself by going up against

What they think

But everybody has their own area(s) in which they excel.

So, focus on being the best that they can be

At doing something even

Though they may not be the best at that particular objective.

I am happy as I have got  a blessed life
I laugh like idiot 

I find my happiness through struggle , sorrow & defeat 

Which few people can get

That’s why I am unique & I love it