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Sometimes I wish to control the time
speed; I wanna give company to it but I always fail as its speed is more than I
believe. Sometimes I wish to go back & do my all works again without any
mistakes. Seriously telling most of the time I beg this before my lord. I know
everyone do mistakes, everyone fails at some point. So I am not saying I wanna
go back to do my all work perfectly without doing any mistakes. I wanna go back
as what time I spoiled I wanna get back them all. Now my time is more precious
than anything.
Sometimes I fear whether I can do my
all work within this time or not or I will fail to do some works. I have lots
of dreams; even I wanna do all within my time period. I have flow chart of my
all works but don’t know how to do my all work within this time period. As I am
a girl so I get less support from others except my parents, even my failure
life always tell me I am not capable to do all these things where as my heart
says I am capable to do all these things, I can do also .
I know my future journey will be
more painful than now, as now I am a student so less tension life. But don’t
know how I can reach at my destination & how. I don’t wanna be a model or
actress but I wanna be a role model for others who loves me & believes me,
I wanna do something for my society , for my world. Believe me -There I get so
much pleasure. Even I have dream to something different & wanna use my
education in a proper way for the people. I wanna do all these things within
this limited time. So I have no time for quarrel or taking tension or thinking
about those who dislike me or talking about me. I have no time for anyone, as I
can’t give sufficient time for myself & for my won
development. I remember there was a time I feel bore during any
holiday time now I wanna get holidays, I wanna complete my all work as soon as
possible. I learn one great lesson planning & dream play a great role in
your life. Before 3 years I had no dream as I had no interest in engineering
career even I was living in frustrated life, where as now I feel peace as I got
idea how to reach at my destination but now my time is short. That time, I
spoiled my time in frustration but now I wanna conserve my time for my dream.
So I wanna say “it’s a common problem &
generally most of the people do - spoil their time in frustration & worry
.but at that time a wish person search for a opportunity & try to learn
from his/her mistakes . We always forget one thing when God closes one door he
opens another door, but we have to find out that. If we live a frustrated life
than we can’t do anything”. So now I wanna do lots of things but
my time is short , I was fool in my past life but now I am not , even now I
love my engineering career but I can’t rectify the mistakes what I had done
last 3 years , how I spoiled my own life in my own hand. I was great fool I
always care about others & their words, ultimately it spoiled my life.
Indirectly I murder my own life. Now I am wise so I don’t wanna repeat the same
mistakes again but there is always one fear with in me what ! if I
can’t fulfill my dream within my time. Now I don’t fear for any people or their
words or their any actions as my own dream is killing me. I don’t know how much
time it will take or how I will reach at my distention. But I can try my best
to reach at my destination with in my estimation time. Now my dream is
everything but don’t know whether I will be successful to achieve it not. But I
can hope for the best & try my best. I KNOW GOD IS NOT SO BLIND. %
@ I KNOW WHAT I WANT , MAY BE 10%
PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD WHO ARE LIKE ME , SO I AM PROUD OF THAT ;) BUT
MY PROBLEM IS WITH MY GENDER . I WISH EVERYONE SUPPORT ME IN MY WAY. I LOVE TO
TAKE RISK BUT I CAN MAKE SOME CHANGE IN OTHERS LIFE WHEN EVERYONE SUPPORT ME. I
KNOW NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND ME EASILY, I AM THE
MOST MISUNDERSTOOD PERSON. EVEN MY ZODIAC ALSO TOLD THE
SAME THING. I AM PROUD TO BE AQUARIUS, I KNOW GIRLS BLOGS TO THIS
ZODIAC AQUARIUS & SATABHISHA NAKSHATRA ARE THE
MOST MISUNDERSTOOD PERSON & THEY HAVE STRUGGLING LIFE. EVEN IN WIKIPEDIA SAME THING MENTIONED .I BELIEVE IN THESE BECAUSE I HAVE SEEN MOST OF
THE QUALITIES MATCH WITH MY LIFE EXCEPT FEW (LIKE- I LOVE MY FAMILY , THEY BELIEVE ME & CARE FOR ME A LOT), EVEN I AM RESEARCHING ON THIS HOW PLANETS EFFECTS OUR LIFE & EVERYTHING ABOUT ZODIAC , I LOVE TO KNOW EVERYTHING . ACTUALLY MY MOTTO IS TO FIND OUT THE TRUTH , I CAN'T BELIEVE ANYTHING BLINDLY. STILL I PROUD TO BE MYSELF .
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@ LIFE LESSON = THROUGH THIS ARTICLE I WANNA SAY DON’T WASTE YOUR TIME IN FRUSTRATION OTHER WISE YOU HAVE
TO PAY A LOT. @