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Every
life has a story either pleasant or unpleasant . Sometimes we take some
decisions based on our present situations & thinking about future
life may be that is painful but that can’t give US pain for long
term.
I am saying about me , I am a great loser personality , I
lose many thing in my life either career issues or my dream matter or
people matter. I am loser in overall. I know the pain but face the pleasure
less.
My
all life achievements are real , these are just few which my papa kept in his
file as I thrown & burnt many . I may tell lie but my college & school
will not , I have records too . I am not so brilliant student in my
college life means after 11th , as for the first time I face
failure so deeply in my 12th board. So I never consider myself as a
brilliant student but I admire talent , I admire those who are hard working
& have talent. Who utilize their talent in proper way. Who are from
grassroots level. Even I am also saying if I have sufficient money then I also
can be a good writer as I can publish it even can use money for advertisements.
As advertisements matters a lot either you are a business man or writer or
anything. I know I am poor in writing using ornamental words but if I can
handle 7 blogs then can’t I write a BOOK , I have started blog
writing 2010 , POEMS writing when I was 13 years old for my school
magazine . My all blog posts are original as I write from my heart
& all based on my own life too.
About my professional dream matter -Now I am heartily saying , I
wanna start my own business (technical) something different , this is not
available till now. I have some ideas but how can I do this if I don’t get any
support , I need support badly. As for my work I need manpower + money
power. Without any of these I can’t do anything. Whereas I don’t have anything
neither man power nor money power. Now I am a student so where I can get
sufficient money & I don’t wanna depends on my parents so I have decided
I’ll do when I’ll be self independent. So for that I have to achieve my first
dream , which can be my path opener, even if I’ll beg help nobody will
come to help as I am a failure personality. Nobody believes on me then how
they can believe in my ideas. I wanna make my dream by hook or crook , I
sacrificed even scarifying & will sacrifice whatever I can for my dream. I
am totally head strong. Money is not a big issue for me as I know now also I am
capable of earning money but problem is I wanna get a profession where
I’ll never feel tired , business is not my dream ,business is source of
earning money for clarity (social work),I want other should handle it
& my profession is different . MY TIME HAS ANSWER. I have marked ,
what I have planed , rarely fulfilled so now I stop planning for anything. Just
doing my work .
I
believe -Every life has a story , before criticizing others or do mimicry
first looks at their journey. I love those even admire those who own due to
their own talent & are from grassroots level. Because I know the value of
money , when you have , when you don’t have . my parents have money but I can’t
be so selfish , I wanna do something by own & my little brother also there
. His dream also matters for me too. So before criticizing other first know
that person’s past life . May it turn your eyes fill with tear.
Everything
seems simple if you don’t take anything by heart , but when you understand
someone’s life journey by placing yourself in their position at that time
you can realize their pain.
I
HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT I WANNA SAY …… TIME HAS ALL ANSWER….. MY TIME
WILL SAY WHAT I’LL BE , I CAN TRY MY BEST BUT MY TIME WILL DECIDE WHICH IS
BETTER FOR ME … SO I CAN’T SAY WHAT I’LL BE AS MY PREDICTIONS ALWAYS GOES WRONG
EVEN MY PLAN TOO … I KEEP TRYING MY BEST WITH ONE HOPE THAT ONEDAY I’LL WIN …
NOT TODAY OR TOMORROW BUT ONEDAY SURE BEFORE MY DEATH …THAT’S I AM SURE
AS I HAVE FAITH ON MY LORD !!!
MY PAPA ALWAYS SAY ONE THING - FIRST DO THEN SAY OTHERWISE YOU WILL BE LAUGHED & CRITICIZED BY ALL . SO BE LIKE EAGLE - FLY IN HIGH BUT NEVER LOSE UR FOCUS .
These
came from WRITERS BUREAU (ENGLAND), for being a writer & certified PUBLISHER . I’ll think about this
after achieving my 1ST DREAM .
Thanks for this :)
This
came when i was in 1st year means 2nd semester but my parents didn’t told me
about this as they want i should 1st complete my engineering , so they told me
about this after completion of my engineering . still i am happy , as i know
this is not my FINAL DREAM.
as writing is my Hobby , a way to express my feelings & share my voice ,
that’s it
I was SELECTED FOR Stanford India Biodesign
Internship 2014 - 2nd round still there even for Google Code Jam …
I hate so many rounds … Happy at least I
selected & now i m mentally Prepared i hv to get it by hook or crook .
TRYING MY BEST …HOPE MY GOD ALSO HELP
ME TO ACHIEVE MY DREAM . HOPE NOW AT LEAST GOD BLESS ME TO SHOW MY
TALENT . I COULD N’T GO FOR MY COACHING CLASSES (FOR MY FUTURE
DREAM). I SACRIFICE IT FOR THIS YEAR . I WANNA HEARTILY SHOW GRATITUDE TOWARDS THEM.
FEW OF MY
CAREER CERTIFICATE :)
MY ALL PHOTOGRAPHY + ARTS LINK
MY LINKEDIN PROFILE - MY PROFESSIONAL
SITE
7 BLOGGERS LIST
http://swetaleenapanda.tumblr.com/contactme
ALL ARE MY OWN WRITINGS & MY
IDEAS - NO COPY PASTE - IF YOU HAVE DOUBT SEARCH IN GOOGLE TOO !!!
I learn 1 lesson in my life , nothing is
mightier than money , nomatter how much talent you have & what you have
achieved but if you can’t flourish & show before world everything will seem
valueless …. that’s why i burn my own extracurricular activates certificates
after not getting medical , Even every time talent also doesn’t matter , if you
have money because you can read anywhere without entering through entrance exam
, read my whole blog i am sure you will get many articles on education http://www.poemstoryshayari.blogspot.in/ still
i am careless about it. i give priority to talent , as i have seen in money
power you can win the world for less period but not permanently .
BE A WINNER
OF YOUR OWN TALENT . TALENT MATTERS . BEAUTY & MONEY IS TEMPORARY BUT
TALENT WILL BE WITH YOU TILL DEATH .
THESE ARE
MY PRESENT ACHIEVEMENTS & FEW CERTIFICATES WHAT I HAVE WITH ME AS I THROWN
& BURNT MANY DUE TO MY OWN FAILURE LIFE , EVEN I DIDN’T PARTICIPATE IN
ANYTHING AFTER MY 12TH BOARD , AS I AM IN FRUSTRATED STATE DUE TO MY OWN
FAILURE LIFE. READ MY WHOLE BLOG YOU CAN GET KNOW ABOUT MY LIFE. MY
LIFE IS LIKE AN OPEN DIARY IF YOU WANNA KNOW ME THEN READ MY WHOLE
BLOG , I AM SURE YOU CAN GET KNOW ABOUT ME 99% . AS I HAVE SHARED
EVERYTHING IN MY BLOG , I LOVE TO BE OPEN HEARTED AS I FEEL RELAX AFTER
TELLING TRUTH :D TRUE , THAT'S WHY I RARELY TELL LIE , MY WHOLE FAMILY EVEN
TEACHERS KNOWS ABOUT THIS , I CAN'T SAY LIE FLUENTLY LIKE SOME WHO ARE
HABITUATED LAIRS . FIRST READ AFTER THAT YOU CAN REALIZE MY LIFE.
http://www.poemstoryshayari.blogspot.in/
Time has
all answer what I’ll get but I have faith on my labor will never go in vain, I
have tried , had tried & will try my best to achieve my dream . Even in
past I sacrifice or can say missed many opportunities for my ONE dream
. I don’t know what u call me , still I always take decisions based on future
for this you can call me looser too. I don’t care , I know what decisions
I have taken & in which situations ???
LASTLY
WANNA SAY - I CAN’T SAY WHAT I’LL BE AS MY PREDICTIONS ALWAYS GOES WRONG EVEN
MY PLAN TOO … I KEEP TRYING MY BEST WITH ONE HOPE THAT ONEDAY I’LL WIN … NOT
TODAY OR TOMORROW BUT ONEDAY SURE BEFORE MY DEATH …THAT’S I AM
SURE AS I HAVE FAITH ON MY LORD !!!
#MEDICAL #DREAMCAREER #ENGINEERINGLIFEFRUSTRATION