UNIQUE LIFE

My life is kind of unique life

I am waiting when sun will shine for me

I am waiting when stars sprinkle its light over my eyes

I am waiting for that day when flowers blossom

And Make my life more cheerful with its fragrance

I am waiting when my life gonna change

I am waiting when I gonna smile from full of heart

I am waiting, I am just waiting

I don’t know why my lord sends me to this earth

I don’t know his intentions

I only know he has given me a unique life

Even I feel like crying I have to smile whole day

Even I happy inside I have to show like I am crying

I know why I am pretending

I know my life is not easy

That’s why I am going through this

I am not fake however my life force me to behave like fake

My life is not as good as people thought

My life is not as bad as people thought

It’s the moisture

What I’ll say what I am facing

Sometimes I blame my lord for this

I born like this

I am an unusual dreamer

People mainly suffer due to family or love

Ha, my life is kind of unique

I left everyone to reach at my destination

I am running

How much I feel me closer to my destination that much far I become

Everyone in my surrounding is there top down me

No one is there to pick me up

Sometimes I wanna live this place & go somewhere, where I can flourish myself

I am searching then further sit silently

As I am not getting the actual environment & support

I am dying inside me as my dreams are dying in fronts of me

It doesn’t matters for others

How I feel inside, what really matters for me

Everyone wants to see myself not to develop myself

I don’t get anyone in my life who support me for my dream

Sometimes I feel to leave this place & go somewhere, where I can flourish

Then further when I don’t get anything father I change myself to levee this earth for forever

To get the peace

My final destination is to get peace

May be I’ll get after I left this earth

I am struggling within me; I am trying to achieve my dream

Whereas everyone criticizing & demoralizing me

I don’t get any support that’s the actual pain in my life

Fulfilling my dream is my main dream now & which I am trying to achieve

I am ready to hard labor

Whereas in return I always end up with failure

Every time I feel like someone take my credit of my labor

My all labor goes in vain every time

I wanna develop & flourish myself

Yes! I am searching a partner who can help me

Male or female nothing matters

I need a partner

I don’t care if people doubt on me

Actually people soiled my name in media in fake issues

It’s a new way to down someone’s image

I can be straight or lesbian for my dream before people

I need a good friend in my life

What I lack most

I always search for a friend

I may have everyone in my life

My parents who love me a lot even having money to live better

But I need a friend to share & care

Most impart for my dream

I have got a unique life

What I want I rarely get

I run after peace & love

Whereas I rarely get that

I am not talking about family

As one day I have to go outside & have to leave my family

I am talking about outside family

I am still confuse what I gonna get

My life is kind of unique life

What I am running from now I am running to

As I know my life is kind of unique life

I know one day sun will shine

I never hurt anyone even I never down anyone

People harm others still they get better publicity

People hurt others still they get success

Whereas in my life I didn’t do these

Still I get hurt & harm from others

As I got to know, I have got a unique life

That’s why it’s better to Live like how life is going

If you wanna rise in this complicated world then be prepared for the worst

People cheat still they are treated as celebrity

Even you work hard you have treated as cheater

This is the world where I am living

So I gonna live my life as per my wish

As I got to know good people never rise

Ha, I kinda different

I never follow wrong that’s why I face worst situations

Still I am head strong, let me live with my principle

Let my god do the true justice

In front of God’s judiciary system everyone treated equal

I believe one day I’ll get true justice

Oh my life why you gave me such a unique life