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Our
life is great institution, which teach us great lesson which no one can teach
even if your parents. Seriously telling it’s my personal experience –: in my
school days time, I didn’t know anything except my study & some extracurricular
activities. I had small friend circle,
my family that was my whole world. Except that I didn’t know anything. Yeah, from the
beginning I had a dream, for which I was so crazy. Except this I didn’t know
anything. My life was so smooth & I never face any kind of jealous & complicated
people. My friends were good & kind hearten . I was too fool & had no knowledge about outside world , so my parents decided
to send me hostel. Their actual motto was to teach me how to live a life, how
to do all the works alone, how to face all difficulties alone, as I was purely depended on my parents even if my papa did my all small small works. I remember I did n’t know
how to wash my own clothes, but after coming to hostel, thanks god I learnt everything & for this I wanna give a big thanks from my heart to my those friends who taught me , cooperate with me in my every work & never get angry easily . They taught me how to wash your clothes even if they taught me many
things. Which I didn’t learn from my home. As I totally depended on my parents
,no doubt my mom always scold me but I never listened her & my papa was my
great supporter . Who always support me not to do any work. but in one work i helped my mom that's gardening, i too love to plant tree specially different different flowers , my favorite flower is ROSE ,so i always take the special care ? But after coming to
hostel I learnt how to do your work by yourself. My hostel life really taught me so
many things. IT MAKES ME & ALSO BREAKS ME.
I learnt many things from every phase of my hostel life , now I feel I am very matured than my parents imagine.
I was too childish when my papa first send me hostel. In my class "12th" I entered into my hostel life, from that day I never stayed at home. My hostel life continues. Whatever
I am right now because of my hostel life. I also got too much love & also
too much pain. This is the reason of my failure as well as success. This was
the reason of my all diseases also. As I was very introvert, for the first time
I learnt the meaning of pain from my hostel life & mobile was also not allowed in our hostel , so I could’t tell my difficulties to my parents . That’s became the reason
of my severe disease .still I wanna give a lots of thanks to my hostel life as I
learnt a lots of things there. The great learning institute of my life. When I was in class 12th my competition
was only with small group of people, which always gave me pain. As I could n’t tolerate
hate, as I was the eldest child in my whole family So everyone loves me, for the
first time when I heard bad comments & behavior from my friend , It hurt me a lot. I feel like dying at that
time. Slowly my inner pain became the reason of my failure. This was my problem so I can’t blame anyone. As I did n’t face such kind of situation before &
when I faced my mind could n’t accept it. I took two years to make myself stable.
Where it took only one years or minimum 6
month to some girls. From my childhood days I was very sensitive , I could n’t tolerate
hate , jealous , complicated mind , lie , double face people. Which I first
faced in my hostel life. I could n’t learn these qualities from my home or from
my school because I was the eldest one, so everyone loves me a lot. In my
school life I never faced because our friendship was very old means when I was
standard 3... At that time there was no jealous, no complicated mind. Yeah, I remembered
in my standard 10th time little bit jealous within us. To get the best
student award. As I was always stood
first from standard 5th to standard 9th I always stood
first in my school, but Alas in final I could n’t achieve it.
In
my life this is a common tragedy for me ,in
my every final battle field I always lose my land . Which break me inside & I became hopeless
& sometimes for this reason I can’t faith in my lord. But after that moment I
feel everything happens for a good reason. But for this positive attitude I can gather strength to fight further. I never break. .
So
I learnt a lot when I was in class 12th, I learnt more than I expect. I
learnt & faced every sorts of good as well as bad. Then my engineering life
this is my actual battle field, here I learn & tolerate more & more than
I expect… this is purely the reason of my success as well as my failure. Which taught me a great lesson in my life, that is "how to deal with different people?
It taught me how to tolerate everything & never open your mouth. It taught
me not to cry, as it became a everyday issue in my life. It made me strong, wise, and knowledgeable,
peace lover, calm & most important is how to tolerate everything in life,
still never give up. When I was in 12th I was immature , so it was
easy to made me cry & made me happy again. But now I am much matured & my
great fault is I want a try to read the mind. As I don’t wanna face the same
situations in my life again & aging. As in the world no one is good or perfect
still I don’t know why my heart never tries to accept this. Still I love my friends.
As they are the main reason what I am right now. I love those people who helped
me in my difficult time & make me strong again. I love those people who
pulled my leg & made hole for me. I love complicated as well as double faced
people. I love all, as everyone play different role in my life. Now it may make
me sad sometimes , but I am sure my memory helped me in future, it will help me to deal
with different people. I don’t wanna burn any memory, I wanna keep it…I love my
hostel life…only one year left to complete , I don’t know what I gonna learn in my future
life , hope whatever I learn help me in my struggling life…I wanna try to make
everyone happy & wanna make friendship & I feel it’s not too difficult
for me, but I have no sufficient time to invest here. I know friendship is great thing in
life. So I keep some good friends in my heart for whom I seriously very loyal,
truthful as well as kind. But I don’t wanna miss any chance to make friendship with
my haters , who honestly hate me …but I love them & will be…I don’t wanna
make hole for them , I only pray for them , GOD FULFILL THEIR EVERY WISHES ..I
love them...
I love one quote:-
The only
weapon that we have in our hands is to protect is love .... Darkness cannot drive out darkness,
only light can do, Hate cannot drive out
hate: only love can ...so Just keep
loving them who hates you , who wanna make holes for you , and they can't stand it too long. ... We
never get rid of an enemy by
meeting hate with hate;
we get rid of an enemy by getting
rid of enmity.
Martin
Luther King,
MY HOSTEL LIFE FROM 12th CLASS TO WHOLE ENGINEERING LIFE
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