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Hi friends,
Today I gonna share my experience on internet world. At first how I was the victim & then
how I utilize it properly ? I believe everything has a positive side
as well as negative sides, but young & teen age people more attracted
towards negative sides. This is true,
even I am also saying, I have also done many mistakes like others, I am not any
exceptional. Like others I have also done many mistakes but my mistakes are not as big as I am very
conscious about my future & I am emotionally fool not mentally. That’s
why whenever I face any problem I try to learn the lesson quickly & don’t
try to repeat further. I rarely repeat the same mistake further.
Internet has power to spoil
you as well as build you; it depends on you how you use it. in school days I rarely
use internet & I was a biology student so I have no much work with computer
, but after coming engineering career I came to know the actual use of internet
, at first I misuse it .
But How? I gonna tell you
my story.
I am a very curios person, I love to learn every new
things, I saw my friends were chatting with many sites
, so I also follow that , I did that for fun even they also did that for time
pass & for fun then I entered into face book world , at first I have two accounts
that’s FACEBOOK
& ORCUT , there my job was to do the chatting & make new friends,
no matter who are they & where they from . I love to make friendship with
everyone. In this way I was spending my time. Even I loved to chat as I love to
share my all problems with my face book friends, which I couldn’t share with
my friends like –“hostel
friendship problem” at first I
thought that face book is a big platform to share my sorrow & problems
& my big problem is “I can’t hide anything, I always try to be open how much I
can. I can’t keep anger & hate inside me, that’s why I share with others. at
least through this I feel relax” even I thought no body know me in face
book if I’ll tell my problems they will not tell my friends , so there were
many reasons why I choose to share my problems with my Facebook friends , even
sometimes they also suggest me what to do what’s not , some are very nice & some are very
cheap. Yeah, at that time I was very silly but not so much crazy
like some girls who become the victim of internet crime. I thought no one know
me that’s why I share my story but I didn’t know many of them also knew me , IT’S FUNNY BUT
TRUE . That’s the reason in later I face the problem.
Even many wired cases are there in internet world like “Propose in internet,
fall in love with in one month or one weak without knowing that person fully
& become mad in love and ….. blew blew. Yes, it’s really happens now a days.
Some girls who are very young (like teen age / under teen age) are really
too crazy & stupid / innocent who become the victim. Some guys take the advantage of internet to
fool a foolish girl. even I am saying about me when I was chatting -
many guys were there who also told me to meet with them , but when anyone told
me to meet after that I never talk with them . The reason is “I always watch
the crimes series, how different kinds of crimes are happening in our society”,
no doubt my aim is not be a police officer but I hate crime & I wanna
abolish it in different way. That’s why I always watch all crime cases &
learn about how actually crimes are happening & how to save yourself. At
first I talk with many guy but I always try to learn something new from them as
I know Boys
are more creative than girls & I love creative people, I love to
read the minds from the chatting , no doubt I can understand a person thorough
their appearance but I love to learn a mind through chatting , I actually love
it. For this
you may stop talking with me :P lol
Even for internet at that time I couldn’t give much time in study, some people
also take it as a best weapon to spoil my name & me. but I learn quickly
& I am very flexible , that’s why when I saw that people take the advantage
of it to spoil me - I stop chatting with everyone in Facebook. I
felt that I was foolish I was cutting my own leg in my own hand , that’s the
reason I stop chatting in internet near about 2 years ,Now most of the time I offline
if I am online for my family members & for some important people. If
anyone in my face book he/she can know better about this “whether I am offline or online”.
Now I realize my all mistakes, how I misuse it, but in the same
time I realize how I can utilize this in proper way. I learn how to use internet from some of my Facebook friends ( not from my college / school friends , these people are
elder than me) I follow them ,how they actually use face book , some
of them were using face book for showing their talents & for their business purpose or
making impressions , etc . I judge many cases even many people.
After that I learn how to utilize the internet in a wise way. I love to write & paint, even love to do social work,
so first I started my social work in internet & create a group in orcut
& facebook on stop child labor,
then I created a blog for writing purpose & in facebook I showed my arts to
people. It’s
not for any business purpose or not making impressions , it’s for showing my
talents to whole world , my purpose is to show my talents , I don’t
care how people take it but I am happy with my God gifted talents , I always
wish to show my writing to all , it’s not possible for internet . When I was
child my parents were the only people who listen my story or poem, I can’t say in
front others as I fear if people laugh at me, I hate if someone criticize my talents.
I love my writings & paintings however it is. I love very much. Now I can
show my writings to whole world without any fear, yeah I
am also saying I am not a too good writer & even I less use ornamental words.
I use very simple world & my writings are very simple but I always give
more emphasize of quality & the idea behind it. I always give more
emphasize of how people learn something good lesson through my writings.
I say my words through my writings; it’s a kind of my inner voice. it’s
possible because of internet even some people didn’t know I can do art but
through this I also show my arts to the people , even through internet I get
inspiration to write more , no doubt my dream is different but writing was
& is always inside my soul. I love to write.
So now
my main blog (MY OPEN DIARY) blog has near about 99,500 (not exactly). I am
happy that it’s possible because of internet & people love to read my articles
, it was my childhood dream , to show my writings to others , but I couldn’t
show because of fear . even I remember when I first write in my blog , I fear
if people laugh at me or comments me for my writings. What I feared people did
also but in the next moment I didn’t care anyone & continue my work as I truly
understand the hidden meaning behind their comments & laugh , I didn’t knew
one day it become my voice & I’ll love it a lot.
So I actually understand INTERNET can help you a lot, for internet I can
learn many things, many useful sites are there where you can learn many things
like = how to built website blew, many useful sites are there where you can
collect all the dates for your project & other homework, along with many
spoiler sites are there where small kids are mainly affected like porn sites,
adult sites. Even you can’t protect any children; they are more cleaver than
you think. So best of luck , I share my story about internet , It’s really useful for
me , so I love internet world & I wanna say everyone should know how to use
it properly.
MY
SPECIAL REQUEST – “CHAT” BUT BE CAREFUL, DON’T BE FOOL. ANYONE CAN BE VICTIM HERE!