LIFE IS PAINFUL STILL BEAUTIFUL

People wandering I'm still alive

Even after I hurt again and again

Some want I should die in pain

Some want I should be crazy in pain

Some want I should live like nothing happen
ha, still I am alive

Now nothing matters even noon does

No onwards I gonna be strong like stone

No heart, no pain
holding my heart pieces in my hands again

I am moving again

I don’t want someone should come to join it together

I am happy it’s broken

Some showing me my heart is bleeding

I say them let it be

Let it damage purely

So that there will be no echo if I got pain
I’m broken where I stand again

I am broken wherever I go

I am broken whomever I meet

I am broken whatever I do

I got a unique life
I learnt many lessons right
now I am counting how long I gonna be hurt

The sun shines in April,
but I hate going outside
as my life is full of darken by mighty god

I can’t enjoy the sun with a darken life

People become happy when I sad

People become jealous when I win

People become sad when I smile

This is my unique world where I live in

I can’t be joker for a longer period

Who cry inside but smile outside

I gonna show how I am

I gonna leave my mask

I gonna unmask some people before I die

My life is painful still beautiful as it is

As it is unique

Everyone don’t posses such life

I feel proud having such life

Gonna live as per my god plan for me