FUTURE I AM READY

Life is beautiful until unless you live it fullest.

When I was child I always feel life is beautiful and all are like that only but slowly gradually I grow up I realize that life is not like that , slowly slowly my view on my life change a lot and now I feel it’s how we see it and take it.

I am not saying I am so successful but I believe on my god, he’ll take care of me as per time and situation.

I still remember after writing my blog – MY OPEN DIARY , some of my life events , many people have many negative thinking about me and my life that , it’s not good or I am not successful due to my wrong attitude etc etc , as world don’t accept the complaining personality , world always want to see how flexible you are . I am a kind of hard core rigid personality and I take time to realize anything or change any of my personality as per changing time.

Actually truth is, sometimes your personality kills you but as per passing time, after you get experience - you learn how to manage all those things.

When I was in SCHOOL or KIIT or IIIT , my friends to my teachers, everyone knows me due to my personality and character , I was quit innocent , fool and simple girl by nature. but yes , my short temper hurts many people as I can’t tolerate any kind of injustices happens with anyone else even me and I can’t tolerate anything bad or wrong as I always against it no matter for that whatever I have to suffer even I suffered too .

I still remember when I was KIIT, my problem is with education only even in IIIT also, I always run after my DREAM and my WORK. I don’t have any problem with anyone else except these two. Yes, sometimes I also suffer due to LOVE issues and that’s common but it doesn’t mean I was any committed relation where as I never ever had but some loves issues common in everyone’s life , directly or indirectly , either as a rumour or as a truth.

Yes, my dream makes my life hell and some people take the advantage of it, I learnt one lesson - people always beat you in your weak point like what I faced in my past, for me 2 “C” matters, MY CHARACTER AND MY CAREER were very important but now I am less worry as I got the resistance power over it and how to manage all.  So when people hurt you in your weakness, it hurts you mentally too like what I faced in my life. But I leant one lesson – if you cry for any reason ever, never ever cry for same reason again in your life , otherwise God also can’t help you or can say save you .  Get over it and get the resistance power to fight against it.

I learnt one lesson - due to my open diary blog my life become more open than previous or can say people get more clue to hurt me deeply and repeat the same story what happened with me in my past but now I already got the strength to overcome that as I learnt nothing can beat you until you learn how to win over your weakness.

I am different personality and I also agree with that but I was never ever act like crazy which can hamper others or their life , i always act like LIFE SAVER that's why i am crazy , I have and had my roommates anyone can ask them what kind of behaviour I possess, yes! I break down mentally after not become successful in my life ,  first I lost medical then I tried for doing social entrepreneurship still failed there like wise I failed many more times in my dream projects and now also I am struggling too  but it doesn’t mean I behave like different . Yes, I am little bit curious than normal, enthusiastic, more serious about my work and dream or can say above normal person serious, I love to talk less, I believe people blindly and I can’t be double face that’s why I don’t want to talk with those whom I don’t like much then I realize my mistake but now also I got that power to know people early before they cheat me as practice makes a man perfect and my bad life taught me many life lessons , How to be double face still not be affected (Not for good people and those whom i love from my heart) and this only can happen IF YOU HAVE INNER PEACE . When life gives you over dose, OVER & OVER is not good for your mental health , but I am really crazy for make my life meaningful and I feel- there is nothing wrong with that but in a positive way.

Even I learnt social media is a great tool to help you to rise as well as down your image too like some people do even companies do to down the image of their competitors and there is nothing illegal here as per present scenario – everything is fair in LOVE AND BUSINESS .

Blissful ignorance effect actually works here , sometimes we accept some fact blindly whereas sometimes it takes long time to accept some fact , it all depends on LOVE & HATE .

My life taught me, every life has problems and everyone face that but who show it publicly they actually face problem like me as I post my most of my life issues in blog but all are due to anger as now I realize the fact that life is like that , in this world if you want to be successful be calm and work silently towards your goal , you can’t fight with everyone and some angers are really silly , if anyone check my past complains or post regarding any issue it literally make him/her laugh even now I literally laugh at myself actually problem is that from my childhood days , I never know the meaning of compromise and in 11th and 12^th , no one was that much mature and we all fight for silly issues . as we grow , we realize the world in better way and we become so complicated and problem too , so whenever I read my past posts I feel - how silly they were just like in childhood days – our friends took our dolls and never return us back , if we fight for that ,in the end that doll finally have to lose its size and shape too from hands to dress , all parts become separate . But as per we grow we realize the power of leadership and power of image. you can be strong leader if your image is good enough but all are not that much lucky, some are too blessed to get all support to become leader whereas some fight to make their image even their image is strong still they have to prove it each and every time as they are not well fit with the present circumstance well or can say they are not aware of the tricks to make their image safe to become leader.

A person’s image or the mind set you can judge through their work and behaviour as well. Whereas some have to prove it each and every time as world need that. so I don’t know what my future is going to give but one thing I can say – I am ready for all , as I understand the world well and I have to work on my weakness and my personality as well , WITHOUT LOSING IMAGE BUILT YOUR OWN EMPIRE (Dream) . In past I lost my image just because of short temper but later on I realize the whole world is built on that idea itself so you have to be stronger and wiser.

I don’t know but I always wish to help some people and make some people’s life lighten who can’t help me back like poor, orphan and handicapped children, my dream is to work for children and give empowerment to women. I am not saying or dreaming these . In past I involve myself in NGOs and now I totally dedicate myself towards my study and future as I learnt  "until I help myself , I can’t help others" as now also I have to depend on my papa to get money so how can I help someone who need it badly. Hope God bless me with a good job so that I can contribute my life after that.

(One lesson - Sometimes some bad experience makes you weak from inside but it has no power over you until you win over your fear. in my life bad experience is some fake rumours as that actually hamper my personality in past but now on words that will not hamper as now I am not ALONE, I am stronger and wiser than before and MY GOD is with me always.)

WHAT I AM – THOSE PEOPLE WHO SPEND TIME WITH ME THEY KNOW ME WELL. WHICH KIND OF PERSONALITY I AM AND MY LIFE PRIORITIES and THEY ARE MY REAL STRENGTH , I am not people pleasing personality but I love to be real me and I want to be judged for being real .